A while ago I joined my mate D, his gf and a friend, A for dinner. Arriving late, I apologized and offered to pick up the tab but was rebuffed by the three of them.
It was a good meal with flowed conversations and lots of laughter. A was certainly a looker. Young and beautiful, she was part of the successful sales team of a pubic listed company of imported luxury cars and I got to know her bf owns the largest pork slaughterhouse in central Thailand, which doesn't take a genius to conclude he's from a well to do background.
Fast forward to the present and I asked D how A was and he informed me her bf has terminal leukemia. There was nothing the doctors could do and he was seeking traditional treatment all the way in China. He added A was completely devastated, and I, shocked.
I've never met him before or why I'm actually blogging about this, but its a real cruel fate seeing what a cheery person A is and having to be dealt with this deplorable situation. Guess all the money in the world can't buy you everything.
I wish A and her bf spend their best times and have great memories etched during the final bend before he's taken into God's hands.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Serenaded
I attended the Royal Thai Navy Symphony Orchestra in conjunction with the Red Cross Concert charity event held at the Thailand Cultural Center last night, accompanied by a beautiful date.
Mum, elegantly dressed and I had excellent seats - second row - courtesy of her childhood friend, the First Lady.
Upon being dropped off at the entrance, we were greeted by naval officers who politely ushered us to register our attendance and post our donations to the Red Cross.
I've always had a soft spot for the Thai Navy and have deep roots within.
My maternal grandfather was the Vice Admiral of the Royal Thai Navy and have heard nothing but praises left, right and center from figures or veterans in the navy or armed forces.
It certainly is admirable, making me simultaneously proud and honored be to his grandson. He was a well respected gentleman, husband, father, grandfather, civil servant and comrade.
A hero with dignified integrity, he was given a royally sponsored funeral, the highest honour provided by His Majesty the King, when he passed on with many of the military's elite in attendance, even the current Prime Minister who was then a general in the armed forces paid his respects.
I remembered each visit our family paid when he was still around. Grandpa would be in high spirits and delighted whenever we stopped by Bangkok. Yes, those were much cherished times without question and the fondest of memories I have of that gentleman.
I turned to mum, whispering how I missed him and she nodded and smiled with approval.
Back to the conert...
We were left mesmerized by the breathtaking performances of The Royal Thai Navy Orchestra conducted by the impressive Captain Narong Sangboot, the excellent saxophonist Captain Pasakorn Suwanaphan, and the three amazing guest vocalists, Bird Thongchai Mcintyre - Thailand's own King of Pop, who was brilliant with a capital B - , Pat Suthasinee Buddhinan and last but not least Teeranai Na Nongkai.
As the concert came to an end, the crowd were left extremely gushed and provided non-stop applauses for the outstanding performance. We all stood up and bowed as Her Royal Highness Princess Maha Chakri Sirindhorn, the guest of honor, made her exit with the Premier and other VIP guests in tow.
Despite the downpour, it was absolutely a pleasant evening being serenaded by the commended Royal Thai Navy Orchestra and in the company of a beautiful woman.
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Nostalgic
Thay say time is of the essence and awaits no man. Which means we have to make every minute count and not let it go to waste.Many times, I wish I could turn back time and go back to right the wrongs. Undo the hurt I caused mum with sharp-tongued comments. Not to lock all of dad's keys in his car and learned a painful lesson. Hurt my childhood friend and making him despise me forever by stealing his girlfriend.
Yes I wish I could do all those mentioned, but I wish so much to be able to go back in time to my childhood days. I look back at those days and realize they were the carefree times where nothing mattered. The main priority was to be a lad and have all the fun one could without a care or worry in the world.
I still conjure up memories of the yesteryears where I spent so much time at home, with the dogs, out bicycling with neighbourhood friends, getting into mischief ALL day without having to worry about school, grades, life, love, hurt and everything else.
However, during those years I was so desperate to grow up quickly. I wanted to be an adult and conduct adult business. There were times I wished and prayed for a speedy leap from adolescent to adulthood. Funny how as adults we want to go back to our childhood and vice versa.
I can only tell younger teens to enjoy their present moment of not having to shoulder responsibilities they are inevitable to face in future, to the fullest. For when they look back at their childhood, a rather unfortunate thing would be not experiencing the thrills and excitement one could muster for those blink-of-an-eye years.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Sagittarius
Do be : Optimistic, friend, contructive, knowledgeable, honest, outspoken, loyal and generous
Don't be : Hasty, hyprocritical, lustful, intolerant, clumsy
Dear Sagittarius,
You're loaded with work, so much so that you feel like a factory machine. Learn to let go and recognize your limitations.
Oh boy....
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Enterprising
Today's generation have leapfrogged the glory days of past heroes and become even more enterprising. With the internet virtually, no pun intended, a must for everyone in our everyday lives, blogs have become a crazed phenomenon.
Through its popularity, sponsors have tapped on to bloggers with high traffic by offering money in turn for written advertisements. Sort of like Google AdSense.
Step aside though, as Asia's up and coming blog advertising community, nuffnang is taking Malaysia and Singapore by storm. Soon the fever will be spreading to neighbouring countries but they are already racking up local memberships in high numbers.
So when I say enterprising, I mean nuffnang's co-founder, Timothy Tiah. I got to know him thru a very dear friend. I think he's found and done something overlooked by so many in the world and to think of his young age? So if you're an avid blogger, check out his site for more information. I personally like it because its a business venture with a lot of fun.
Nope, I'm not getting paid to write about it. But you've got to admit, its a brilliant and enterprising move. No?
Through its popularity, sponsors have tapped on to bloggers with high traffic by offering money in turn for written advertisements. Sort of like Google AdSense.
Step aside though, as Asia's up and coming blog advertising community, nuffnang is taking Malaysia and Singapore by storm. Soon the fever will be spreading to neighbouring countries but they are already racking up local memberships in high numbers.
So when I say enterprising, I mean nuffnang's co-founder, Timothy Tiah. I got to know him thru a very dear friend. I think he's found and done something overlooked by so many in the world and to think of his young age? So if you're an avid blogger, check out his site for more information. I personally like it because its a business venture with a lot of fun.
Nope, I'm not getting paid to write about it. But you've got to admit, its a brilliant and enterprising move. No?
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Happy Mother's Day
Wishing mumsy a very happy, Mother's Day..Here's her tribute :
"Nothing compares to a mother's love. She looks with her heart and feels with her eyes. A mum is the bank where her children deposit all their worries and hurt. A mum is the cement that keeps her family together and her love lasts a lifetime."
I am so thankful for a woman who has given me the very best in life. The teachings, the advice, the lessons, the discipline. Had they not been laid upon me, I will not be where I am today. Thanks mumsy, you're one in a million!
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Escape
It was Monday 6:55am.
Having worked nearly a hundred hours the past seven days, I decided to sleep in another hour before taking a near 4 hour drive to the seaside province of Prachuab Khiri Khan, making a few calls on the way notifying the relevent people of my absence.
Armed with just a camera and my free spirit, I slept on the beach front deck chair under the shade of pine trees accompanied by the sound of the clear blue sea. It was bliss at its best.
No phones ringing, mind at complete ease, feeling every inch of wind breezing thru the body and nothing, I mean nothing at all...but for the mild roar of the ocean.
Having worked nearly a hundred hours the past seven days, I decided to sleep in another hour before taking a near 4 hour drive to the seaside province of Prachuab Khiri Khan, making a few calls on the way notifying the relevent people of my absence.
Armed with just a camera and my free spirit, I slept on the beach front deck chair under the shade of pine trees accompanied by the sound of the clear blue sea. It was bliss at its best.
No phones ringing, mind at complete ease, feeling every inch of wind breezing thru the body and nothing, I mean nothing at all...but for the mild roar of the ocean.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
de ja vu
After the storm had stopped, I took a walk around the factory compound and along the side spotted a long puddle.
I stood there gazing at the artificial stream and there was a smile upon my face. I looked around for flat stones and after a handful, I skipped them along the puddle with a 5 year old's enthusiasm.
Skipping stones were one of our(P & I)favourite pastimes at the beach for a picnic.
It was a contented moment after an entire month of weariness.
I stood there gazing at the artificial stream and there was a smile upon my face. I looked around for flat stones and after a handful, I skipped them along the puddle with a 5 year old's enthusiasm.
Skipping stones were one of our(P & I)favourite pastimes at the beach for a picnic.
It was a contented moment after an entire month of weariness.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Coup
It seemed like any normal day, there were no warnings or any suspicion peace would be disrupted. Night fell, and I was gyming at the fitness center. A little before 11pm, an employee of the center made a speech on the P.A. :" Dear valued members, there seems to be a military coup against the government happening right this moment. Please gather your belongings and exit the facility calmly."
I then got a call from Nan, asking frantically of my whereabouts.
N: "Where are you?? Are you still at the gym??"
Me: "Just about leaving, dear."
N: "Go straight back to your condo, tanks and military humvees have made their way into the capital. A coup d' etat seem on the cards."
Me: "Will call you when I get home. Thanks luv."
The moment our conversation ends, calls and sms' came in to warn me about the situation. Some friends with inside info warned to stay indoors as no one knows just yet what was actually going on. I rushed back immediately, not knowing what to expect. It was both exciting and scary, thinking how I'm going to be part of Thai history and also the last coup staged was a bloody one.
I arrived safely at my condo and flipped on the tely as I got in but all channels were blocked and only a message in Thai, which I couldn't read, was on and from time to time an unidentified person would be making a speech of a coup and pleaded for Bangkokians to stay calm and be indoors until further notice.
Due to the condo's illegal scrambling of the satelite, I was able to view BBC news, and they too were not sure if the military were those of Thaksin's as he declared a state of emergency or that of the military top brass loyal to His Majesty the King.
I watched with concern as they were having a live feed on major streets and the government house being surrounded by tanks and soldiers, with a yellow ribbon, symbolizing the King's color, tied around their weapons. Managed to warn mumsy about the situation and thankfully she was at home the entire day and hadn't the slightest clue of what was happening.
Calls out were then jammed as the military scrambled signals and networks during this time but I managed to get a call from dad, inquiring about mum and my safety. At one point, he asked if we could get to the airport in case things get out of hand.
After staying glued to the tv, it became evident it was a military coup staged by the armed forces chief of Thailand, loyal to King Bhumipol, had seized power from Thaksin, who stands being accused of corruption and nepotism. It was done while he was away at the UN general assembly in New York.
The next day, a live telecast of the armed forces chief, navy admiral, air force head, national police chief and the supreme commander appeared and stated due to Thaksin's increasingly corrupt practice in the government, it was decided in the best interest of the country the military stage a coup with a promise to return to democracy and civilian rule by two weeks.
Next day after the coup, the city seemed desserted as many weren't sure what to expect but by evening everything had gone back to normal. Bangkokians knew this coup was consulted with King Bhumipol and it was the right decision.
I came back to Bangkok from Ratchaburi province and joined mates out for a drink, it was that normal.
Personally I thought the coup to be a positive move. Secondly, the armed forces chief, Gen Sonthi Boonyaratglin- the first Muslim army chief- now Chairman of the Council for Democratic Reform(CDR), to be an extremely capable and honest military man. He has been placed as a temporary premier while King Bhumipol and his Privy Councillors plus Gen Sonthi himself discuss a list of potential candidates to be interim prime minister.
I then got a call from Nan, asking frantically of my whereabouts.
N: "Where are you?? Are you still at the gym??"
Me: "Just about leaving, dear."
N: "Go straight back to your condo, tanks and military humvees have made their way into the capital. A coup d' etat seem on the cards."
Me: "Will call you when I get home. Thanks luv."
The moment our conversation ends, calls and sms' came in to warn me about the situation. Some friends with inside info warned to stay indoors as no one knows just yet what was actually going on. I rushed back immediately, not knowing what to expect. It was both exciting and scary, thinking how I'm going to be part of Thai history and also the last coup staged was a bloody one.
I arrived safely at my condo and flipped on the tely as I got in but all channels were blocked and only a message in Thai, which I couldn't read, was on and from time to time an unidentified person would be making a speech of a coup and pleaded for Bangkokians to stay calm and be indoors until further notice.
Due to the condo's illegal scrambling of the satelite, I was able to view BBC news, and they too were not sure if the military were those of Thaksin's as he declared a state of emergency or that of the military top brass loyal to His Majesty the King.
I watched with concern as they were having a live feed on major streets and the government house being surrounded by tanks and soldiers, with a yellow ribbon, symbolizing the King's color, tied around their weapons. Managed to warn mumsy about the situation and thankfully she was at home the entire day and hadn't the slightest clue of what was happening.
Calls out were then jammed as the military scrambled signals and networks during this time but I managed to get a call from dad, inquiring about mum and my safety. At one point, he asked if we could get to the airport in case things get out of hand.
After staying glued to the tv, it became evident it was a military coup staged by the armed forces chief of Thailand, loyal to King Bhumipol, had seized power from Thaksin, who stands being accused of corruption and nepotism. It was done while he was away at the UN general assembly in New York.
The next day, a live telecast of the armed forces chief, navy admiral, air force head, national police chief and the supreme commander appeared and stated due to Thaksin's increasingly corrupt practice in the government, it was decided in the best interest of the country the military stage a coup with a promise to return to democracy and civilian rule by two weeks.
Next day after the coup, the city seemed desserted as many weren't sure what to expect but by evening everything had gone back to normal. Bangkokians knew this coup was consulted with King Bhumipol and it was the right decision.
I came back to Bangkok from Ratchaburi province and joined mates out for a drink, it was that normal.
Personally I thought the coup to be a positive move. Secondly, the armed forces chief, Gen Sonthi Boonyaratglin- the first Muslim army chief- now Chairman of the Council for Democratic Reform(CDR), to be an extremely capable and honest military man. He has been placed as a temporary premier while King Bhumipol and his Privy Councillors plus Gen Sonthi himself discuss a list of potential candidates to be interim prime minister.
Monday, September 11, 2006
Amazing Thailand
Been quite an exciting past couple of weeks I must say. The crew from back home and their respective missus' paid Bangkok (and I) a visit. It was a fun filled time in the city shopping, taking tours to various renowned temples, Vimmanmaek - a mansion once occupied by King Rama the 5th, Suan Lum Night Bazaar, Chatuchak weekend market, and the much hyped Bed Supperclub.
We spent the next day at the beach of Cha Am province. Some of us sat and enjoyed the scenery while the rest including yours truly had an awesome time riding the banana boat - it was definitely an adventure. After a short rest we set out to experienced a relaxing and sometimes painful, traditional foot massage which was nevertheless a pleasant encounter. So what do you have for dinner when in a seaside province? Seafood of course! We tucked into a hearty feast that night and retired straight after dinner from an exhausting but fabulous day.
The next day was started early to catch the Sampran Elephant and Crocodile show in Nakhon Pathom province. Having lived for a decade in Bangkok, I hadn't even experienced such a popular tourist destination's must-sees as a Thai citizen. Can't really blame Bangkokians, even the date I brought never visited this famed elephant sanctuary.
Overall its been a trip full of fun and laughter. I'm glad they finally made the visit they promised the last ten years! Might be another ten come the next visit.
'Better late than never'
We spent the next day at the beach of Cha Am province. Some of us sat and enjoyed the scenery while the rest including yours truly had an awesome time riding the banana boat - it was definitely an adventure. After a short rest we set out to experienced a relaxing and sometimes painful, traditional foot massage which was nevertheless a pleasant encounter. So what do you have for dinner when in a seaside province? Seafood of course! We tucked into a hearty feast that night and retired straight after dinner from an exhausting but fabulous day.
The next day was started early to catch the Sampran Elephant and Crocodile show in Nakhon Pathom province. Having lived for a decade in Bangkok, I hadn't even experienced such a popular tourist destination's must-sees as a Thai citizen. Can't really blame Bangkokians, even the date I brought never visited this famed elephant sanctuary.
Overall its been a trip full of fun and laughter. I'm glad they finally made the visit they promised the last ten years! Might be another ten come the next visit.
'Better late than never'
Sunday, June 25, 2006
In our King we trust
I am in awe of my adopted nation's monarchy in His Majesty King Bhumipol Adulyadej. Recently the entire nation celebrated the revered monarchs 60th anniversary on the accession to the throne - the longest serving monarch in the world. The projects His Majesty initiated from his foundation have proved a paramount of difference to the lives of the rural people. His tireless efforts, ingenious ideas, profound care of his subjects for sixty years since becoming King has catapult his status to that of a demi-god.
We as your loyal and humble subjects wish "Long Live His Majesty The Great King Bhumipol Adulyadej"
We as your loyal and humble subjects wish "Long Live His Majesty The Great King Bhumipol Adulyadej"
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Supposed stress-free Sunday
As Thailand experiences a political turmoil, the streets in Bangkok have witness mass protest from the democratic-seeking citizens and opposition. The peaceful protests have gathered much pace and last week's numbers stood close to 100,000 demonstrators. Many wore yellow, as a symbol against the interim government, respect for His Majesty the King, and democracy.
So on Sunday, I took the Metro to see mumsy for a spot of lunch and catch up. As I got down to head into The Emporium, a whole bunch of people were shouting "Thaksin Get Out!" at the entrance leading to the complex. Security were standing guard to prevent them from entering its premises and as I made my way thru the crowd, said personnel stopped me thinking I was a protester myself. I then realized I was wearing a YELLOW Polo shirt!
They turned me away even when I flashed them a privileged card as a member of the complex rather than a protester, but was still denied entry. I was absolutely furious. It wasn't really directed towards the security team, but to the protesters for making shoppers and patrons lives difficult. I am for democracy, but go stage your protests elsewhere, people are trying to have a leisurely weekend without any tension or drama.
Not wanting to be lynched by the mob, I kept quiet but told the complex's staff to take care of its patrons from the demonstrators. The main entrance was heavily guarded by police personnels, denying entry to protesters. Finally I was able to enter its premises after some reasoning with the authorities. What a Sunday! At least catching up with mum over lunch and tea was very satisfying indeedy. Been a long time since we both had time for each other.
However, on Wednesday around the same number of them will protest around my office and thank god I'm off to Malaysia early in the morning. I pity the upmarket shopping mall Siam Paragon, they are going to have huge throngs of protesters walking in and out of their establishment. Not exactly a comfort for shoppers locally and foreign.
So on Sunday, I took the Metro to see mumsy for a spot of lunch and catch up. As I got down to head into The Emporium, a whole bunch of people were shouting "Thaksin Get Out!" at the entrance leading to the complex. Security were standing guard to prevent them from entering its premises and as I made my way thru the crowd, said personnel stopped me thinking I was a protester myself. I then realized I was wearing a YELLOW Polo shirt!
They turned me away even when I flashed them a privileged card as a member of the complex rather than a protester, but was still denied entry. I was absolutely furious. It wasn't really directed towards the security team, but to the protesters for making shoppers and patrons lives difficult. I am for democracy, but go stage your protests elsewhere, people are trying to have a leisurely weekend without any tension or drama.
Not wanting to be lynched by the mob, I kept quiet but told the complex's staff to take care of its patrons from the demonstrators. The main entrance was heavily guarded by police personnels, denying entry to protesters. Finally I was able to enter its premises after some reasoning with the authorities. What a Sunday! At least catching up with mum over lunch and tea was very satisfying indeedy. Been a long time since we both had time for each other.
However, on Wednesday around the same number of them will protest around my office and thank god I'm off to Malaysia early in the morning. I pity the upmarket shopping mall Siam Paragon, they are going to have huge throngs of protesters walking in and out of their establishment. Not exactly a comfort for shoppers locally and foreign.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Life is Beautiful
I've been laid low recently by a stomach bug. I suspect the culprit to be the seafood dinner together with close friends.
So lately I've been travelling a bit especially outside Bangkok to the new facility. Its been good getting out of the city and getting in touch with nature. I made sure I stayed awaked - yes I fall asleep everytime being a passenger - to witness the cows grazing by the side of the road, and the never-ending stretch of both salt and shrimp farms. Ratchaburi is a small town a little more than an hour from Bangkok, renowned for its floating market in the mornings crowded with tourists and locals.
The new facility is actually 45 minutes away from the town center. So you can imagine traffic is quite bare around the factory. Behind the plant is a river, that connects to the floating market and it is just serene. Picture just spending the day sat on a wooden hut built by the river, feet dangling above the water waiting for a bite on the self-made fishing rod, while listening to nature with a beer-filled icebox sitting beside you.
I spent a good ten minutes just letting my imagination run havoc.
I can only describe it with my vision, but you should really see it in person. The camera ran out of battery before I could take any of the river behind. If you can't find me at the factory, check by the hut. You may just see me sleeves folded, pants rolled up, tie loosely done and a face wide with a smile.
So lately I've been travelling a bit especially outside Bangkok to the new facility. Its been good getting out of the city and getting in touch with nature. I made sure I stayed awaked - yes I fall asleep everytime being a passenger - to witness the cows grazing by the side of the road, and the never-ending stretch of both salt and shrimp farms. Ratchaburi is a small town a little more than an hour from Bangkok, renowned for its floating market in the mornings crowded with tourists and locals.
The new facility is actually 45 minutes away from the town center. So you can imagine traffic is quite bare around the factory. Behind the plant is a river, that connects to the floating market and it is just serene. Picture just spending the day sat on a wooden hut built by the river, feet dangling above the water waiting for a bite on the self-made fishing rod, while listening to nature with a beer-filled icebox sitting beside you.
I spent a good ten minutes just letting my imagination run havoc.
I can only describe it with my vision, but you should really see it in person. The camera ran out of battery before I could take any of the river behind. If you can't find me at the factory, check by the hut. You may just see me sleeves folded, pants rolled up, tie loosely done and a face wide with a smile.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Argh !
I'm pissed...
I dropped my pen in a cab....
After a reunion with former uni mates....
It was a gift from a Hong Kong client.........
And it was a Mont Blanc...
I dropped my pen in a cab....
After a reunion with former uni mates....
It was a gift from a Hong Kong client.........
And it was a Mont Blanc...
Monday, February 27, 2006
Election Daze
Finally, the parliament has been dissolved. Prime Minister Thaksin Shinawatra finally bowed to pressure due to the tax-free sale of his company, Shin Corp. Prominent academics, politicians, business figures, students and the general public have vented their dissatisfaction by taking to a well known location downtown to protest.
Considering the fact he sold his massive telecom company for a cool US$1.9 billion, not a single cent, or Baht for that matter went to tax. Thinking about it, its darn well absurd. Anyways, elections are set to be held in a few months' time and there's already a scramble to determine who will helm 'The Land of Smile'. Many say Thaksin will still win the upcoming elections but with lesser support. Some say the Democrats will take power from the previous government of Thaksin's Thai Rak Thai(TRT).
That would be interesting. The Democrats are led by the charismatic and very good looking, Abhisit Vejjajiva, seen here discussing with fellow politicians regarding last year's censure debate.
Asiaweek qoutes "Abhisit Vejjajiva is somehow too good to be true: a young lawmaker who abhors the old system and works tirelessly for a cleaner tomorrow. For the Thai people, used to some of the classic cigar-chomping, ill-informed loudmouths who stalk the halls of parliament, Abhisit offers a ray of hope".
His track record has been quite impressive. At 35, he has already served under two governments as a spokesman and Minister in the Prime Minister's Office, overseeing investment and education issues. Last year, when the Democrats under the old guard of Banyat Banthadthan came to realization after a crushing defeat by Thaksin, paved the way for a dynamic individual to take up the hotseat. Under new leadership, Abhisit has managed to persuade Orange Telecom joint CEO, Apirak Kosayodhin, a brilliant and well known top executive to be lured into politics and join the Democrats. Apirak would later go on to contest and win the governorship of Bangkok.
The Democrats basically have a younger generation steering the oldest political party in Thailand. It remains to be seen if TRT can be toppled, and even if the Democrats do stage a winning election, will Abhisit be able to weed out the bad image Thailand portrays as a haven for corrupt practices?
Its also going to be my first time voting on Thai soil since obtaining citizenship. Stay tuned...
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Mortal beings
These days, my relationship with dad has gained a rather significant leap. During my younger days, I'd always be the one arguing how I saw things my way. Basically all your stubborn elements found during adolescence. Looking at myself back then and realizing how much of a pain I was and, am quite pleased not to be giving him anymore grief...Or am I?
Last night I attended my senior's dad's funeral, and those memories flashed across me during the recital by monks of the Pali sanskrit. Peng was my senior back in university where we colleagues of the uni tennis team. Sadly for him, his dad met with an unfortunate demise by a fall in the bathroom. The partners and former team mates turned up to show our respects and to give him moral support.
I thought of dad the entire duration of the funeral. I remembered him telling me everyone dies, including him and I cried profusedly. I just couldn't imagine how life would be without him and of course, mum. He said even doctors die too, and I remember saying "No way!"(Used to think doctors were only 2nd to god). I mean how could a person who treats the sick, die?
Many a times we think we know it all, because we're living in the 21st century loaded with modern mentality, information and attitude, but its all a facade really. No one knows better than our parents, they've been there, done that and they've certainly been through what we're just about to face. Their invaluable experience is what has guided them to their successes today. Doesn't hurt to listen, as I'm sure our parents only want the best for us.
Not all parents show it, but they have their own special way of expressing their love for us.
I think we as a human race, take everything for granted. Don't. You may never have the chance to show your gratitude to your own flesh and blood again. From a distance tonight, I could see Peng's mind wander about. I can bet he was thinking of the good and bad times he shared with his dad, and how he would never have the chance to again.
Deepest condolences, bro. Be strong, you'll make your dad proud when you're up there in the sky. Good luck to you achieving your wings. We're here for you always.
Last night I attended my senior's dad's funeral, and those memories flashed across me during the recital by monks of the Pali sanskrit. Peng was my senior back in university where we colleagues of the uni tennis team. Sadly for him, his dad met with an unfortunate demise by a fall in the bathroom. The partners and former team mates turned up to show our respects and to give him moral support.
I thought of dad the entire duration of the funeral. I remembered him telling me everyone dies, including him and I cried profusedly. I just couldn't imagine how life would be without him and of course, mum. He said even doctors die too, and I remember saying "No way!"(Used to think doctors were only 2nd to god). I mean how could a person who treats the sick, die?
Many a times we think we know it all, because we're living in the 21st century loaded with modern mentality, information and attitude, but its all a facade really. No one knows better than our parents, they've been there, done that and they've certainly been through what we're just about to face. Their invaluable experience is what has guided them to their successes today. Doesn't hurt to listen, as I'm sure our parents only want the best for us.
Not all parents show it, but they have their own special way of expressing their love for us.
I think we as a human race, take everything for granted. Don't. You may never have the chance to show your gratitude to your own flesh and blood again. From a distance tonight, I could see Peng's mind wander about. I can bet he was thinking of the good and bad times he shared with his dad, and how he would never have the chance to again.
Deepest condolences, bro. Be strong, you'll make your dad proud when you're up there in the sky. Good luck to you achieving your wings. We're here for you always.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Good news
With much joy and relief as an important phone call came through.
"After much careful consideration, the board has unanimously approved Earth Born's loan for expansion. Congratulations!"
We were in seventh heaven. High fived the managing director before giving each other a hug. It took a government-backed bank over half a year before our funds were approved. In a world filled with corruption and red tape, it took that long for our capital injection to come. Controversially, we had heard this bank providing huge amounts to politicians. In they walk through the front door, and out the back they go, in less than an hour with a naffy 30 million cheque in their pocket. After seven months, we're finally able to go to sleep without the stress that has accumulated for such long periods of time. In business, it is always important to stay in competition with your competitors. With this secured, we are now able to move into our expansion phase to manufacture more and at least capture 15-20% of the world market.
I should be happy, out celebrating and just painting the town red...but its been a gruelling 7 months. I wish my family were close, I wish she was nearby. Its always tough, so many sacrifices one has to make to keep climbing up that ladder. I'm loving it, so far I've adapted myself to this industry with some hits and misses but hey, its all a learning process isn't it? Another good piece of news to add to a promising start in 2006.
"After much careful consideration, the board has unanimously approved Earth Born's loan for expansion. Congratulations!"
We were in seventh heaven. High fived the managing director before giving each other a hug. It took a government-backed bank over half a year before our funds were approved. In a world filled with corruption and red tape, it took that long for our capital injection to come. Controversially, we had heard this bank providing huge amounts to politicians. In they walk through the front door, and out the back they go, in less than an hour with a naffy 30 million cheque in their pocket. After seven months, we're finally able to go to sleep without the stress that has accumulated for such long periods of time. In business, it is always important to stay in competition with your competitors. With this secured, we are now able to move into our expansion phase to manufacture more and at least capture 15-20% of the world market.
I should be happy, out celebrating and just painting the town red...but its been a gruelling 7 months. I wish my family were close, I wish she was nearby. Its always tough, so many sacrifices one has to make to keep climbing up that ladder. I'm loving it, so far I've adapted myself to this industry with some hits and misses but hey, its all a learning process isn't it? Another good piece of news to add to a promising start in 2006.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Bad Press
Today was press conference day as the company in conjunction with the Ministry of Health launched the latest spa collection. It would be my first time meeting the minister in charge(whom we'll call 'PJ'), but he caused an uproar with some very insensitive comments.
He was talking about the abundance of flowers available in Thailand to be used as an ingredient for various spa products and after that commented "We also have many 'gold flowers' around". I shall explain. When we translate 'gold flower' or Dok Thong, literally means a slut. It may not sound as vulgar in english, but believe you me, it is frowned upon in Thai society. 'PJ' chose to score an own goal in front of the media people and us. I could see many female reporters extremely disgusted with his comments while his deputies tried to play it down by forcibly laughing. While he congratulated our company, our CFO and I were left disappointed by such a classless act. Personally, I think he doesn't know how to do his job. He doesn't know one bit about the health sector, but he merely knows where to 'dip his fingers into'.
I did what anybody would do - Keep my comments to myself. Our paths will cross again, so for the moment I'll just keep my cards close to my chest. I just hope for the sake of the country's health sector, 'PJ' doesn't stay too long in this portfolio. I certainly hope not....
He was talking about the abundance of flowers available in Thailand to be used as an ingredient for various spa products and after that commented "We also have many 'gold flowers' around". I shall explain. When we translate 'gold flower' or Dok Thong, literally means a slut. It may not sound as vulgar in english, but believe you me, it is frowned upon in Thai society. 'PJ' chose to score an own goal in front of the media people and us. I could see many female reporters extremely disgusted with his comments while his deputies tried to play it down by forcibly laughing. While he congratulated our company, our CFO and I were left disappointed by such a classless act. Personally, I think he doesn't know how to do his job. He doesn't know one bit about the health sector, but he merely knows where to 'dip his fingers into'.
I did what anybody would do - Keep my comments to myself. Our paths will cross again, so for the moment I'll just keep my cards close to my chest. I just hope for the sake of the country's health sector, 'PJ' doesn't stay too long in this portfolio. I certainly hope not....
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Be a man?
Been a busy February this time round, work has been 24/7 ever since coming back from Chinese New Year. Speaking of which, was not too bad a break although I had to be asked to tend to the restaurant during the busy festive period.
I just realized, I'm going to be 27 this year...I still can't believe I'm gonna be that figure at the end of the year. All I can say is, its all downhill from 22... Time just creeps up on you, you know? Saying that, both mumsy and dad are also getting on and soon to be hitting their sixties...
What can I say about them... They are my inspiration, without them I would never be able to have this day. Time and time again, they have thrown their support behind me and given invaluable advice. I'm really a blessed person. I've been brought up with the close guidance of mum in the etiquette department, all manners go through her inspection...Even these days! Dad gives me advice on how to become a man, to slog it out, never give up and always maintain an ethical work code. He never ceases to give me business advice, which have come in handy. Basically, I've adopted the softer side from mumsy and the no-nonsense approach from dad.
Anyways, coming back to being 27, suddenly a rush of objectives come to mind. Gotta make sure my goals are achieved for 2006 so my plans can trigger a chain reaction of events I've earmarked. Tell you something...Surprising. The other night at dinner, we were sat down having a nice meal together when a toast was proposed by dad, wishing all the very best for his granddaughter, my niece's safe arrival come April, the continuous success of my business and...Also a suitable time for me to TIE THE KNOT. I literally choked. I'd never expected him to tell me to settle down this early. Ok, my brother settled down at 28 and dad thought he could have waited a couple more years and now he wants me to settle down at 27-28... I looked at my brother, my heavily pregnant sister in-law, and mumsy dearest with a shocked expression, and guess what? So were they!
Truth be told, I'd love to settle down, but this is just so unexpected because its coming from dad. All the more, it is quite encouraging as it signals my readiness as, a man from his point of view. Now that the light is green, the potential candidates however, aren't as bright as the prospects of heading into holy matrimony. I do have a soul mate, I know she's the one but time doesn't seem to be on our side, while the current cluth of ladies I'm dating DO NOT meet the requirements of the title Mrs. Many times, I crave having someone waiting at home when I get back from work. To be brutally honest, I've had fun, been there, done that and had enough of. Its Bangkok for god's sakes, all the best parties and night activities are here.
But I've decided to put that thought aside for now. So many goals to achieve this year that leaves me hardly any time to myself. Thanks dad, that was really an unexpected move from you, but nevertheless a touching one. If it does happen, then it'll happen. I shan't go out of my way to prove it, as they say... 'Good things come to those who wait'.
I just realized, I'm going to be 27 this year...I still can't believe I'm gonna be that figure at the end of the year. All I can say is, its all downhill from 22... Time just creeps up on you, you know? Saying that, both mumsy and dad are also getting on and soon to be hitting their sixties...
What can I say about them... They are my inspiration, without them I would never be able to have this day. Time and time again, they have thrown their support behind me and given invaluable advice. I'm really a blessed person. I've been brought up with the close guidance of mum in the etiquette department, all manners go through her inspection...Even these days! Dad gives me advice on how to become a man, to slog it out, never give up and always maintain an ethical work code. He never ceases to give me business advice, which have come in handy. Basically, I've adopted the softer side from mumsy and the no-nonsense approach from dad.
Anyways, coming back to being 27, suddenly a rush of objectives come to mind. Gotta make sure my goals are achieved for 2006 so my plans can trigger a chain reaction of events I've earmarked. Tell you something...Surprising. The other night at dinner, we were sat down having a nice meal together when a toast was proposed by dad, wishing all the very best for his granddaughter, my niece's safe arrival come April, the continuous success of my business and...Also a suitable time for me to TIE THE KNOT. I literally choked. I'd never expected him to tell me to settle down this early. Ok, my brother settled down at 28 and dad thought he could have waited a couple more years and now he wants me to settle down at 27-28... I looked at my brother, my heavily pregnant sister in-law, and mumsy dearest with a shocked expression, and guess what? So were they!
Truth be told, I'd love to settle down, but this is just so unexpected because its coming from dad. All the more, it is quite encouraging as it signals my readiness as, a man from his point of view. Now that the light is green, the potential candidates however, aren't as bright as the prospects of heading into holy matrimony. I do have a soul mate, I know she's the one but time doesn't seem to be on our side, while the current cluth of ladies I'm dating DO NOT meet the requirements of the title Mrs. Many times, I crave having someone waiting at home when I get back from work. To be brutally honest, I've had fun, been there, done that and had enough of. Its Bangkok for god's sakes, all the best parties and night activities are here.
But I've decided to put that thought aside for now. So many goals to achieve this year that leaves me hardly any time to myself. Thanks dad, that was really an unexpected move from you, but nevertheless a touching one. If it does happen, then it'll happen. I shan't go out of my way to prove it, as they say... 'Good things come to those who wait'.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Thursday, January 05, 2006
2006
A very Happy New Year 2006 to everyone out there. Besides packing in the pounds with non-stop eating sessions, its utterly relaxing to be back. I have till next week before heading back so I'm definitely taking time to savior every moment.
Christmas and new years were both spent differently from last year but nontheless, very satisfying. I hadn't really mapped out this years resolutions but just a couple of pointers I did have in mind during new year eve's dinner. Working my socks off and travelling.
2005 was quite a year, it started off slow but ended strongly and I'm really pleased with areas regarding the work front. There's going to be a lot more hard work this year but I am looking forward to the challenge.
As for now, I'm just going to take it easy, and reflect on potential targets I may have missed out for the new year. Wishing everyone seasonal blessings heading your way, overcoming challenges with ease and remember to do good towards yourself and others. All this with impeccable health, passionate love, continuous happiness and neverending prosperity - Happy New Year!
Christmas and new years were both spent differently from last year but nontheless, very satisfying. I hadn't really mapped out this years resolutions but just a couple of pointers I did have in mind during new year eve's dinner. Working my socks off and travelling.
2005 was quite a year, it started off slow but ended strongly and I'm really pleased with areas regarding the work front. There's going to be a lot more hard work this year but I am looking forward to the challenge.
As for now, I'm just going to take it easy, and reflect on potential targets I may have missed out for the new year. Wishing everyone seasonal blessings heading your way, overcoming challenges with ease and remember to do good towards yourself and others. All this with impeccable health, passionate love, continuous happiness and neverending prosperity - Happy New Year!
Saturday, December 17, 2005
On fifth gear
Barely able to lift an eyelid, I trudged back to my humble abode at half past two in the morning. How I wish I was out having a cold one with the company of friends. No, I had just finished from the office, for the day in fact. I'm sure our Belgium clients would be pleased we're firing on all cylinders for their shipment.
The weather's been very pleasant of late. Its been chilly in the mornings and breezy during the night. Seems its going to get colder, how fantastic when I'm just 3 days from leaving the capital. Three days! I'm really excited to see my friends and family. Somehow its always the festivities that brings one especially closer to their loved ones. The holiday cheer. I'm definitely running on it as it gives me my final spurt of...e...n...e...r...g....y......
The weather's been very pleasant of late. Its been chilly in the mornings and breezy during the night. Seems its going to get colder, how fantastic when I'm just 3 days from leaving the capital. Three days! I'm really excited to see my friends and family. Somehow its always the festivities that brings one especially closer to their loved ones. The holiday cheer. I'm definitely running on it as it gives me my final spurt of...e...n...e...r...g....y......
Friday, December 02, 2005
Birthday Bender
I'm officially 26 now and boy oh boy, celebrations lasted for 5 days...imagine, I could have been unofficially 31...Celebrations were quite wild, needless to say - 5 day bender. Go figure. Regret not getting any snaps, unless I get hold of the media to spare a few. Had a lot of guests, got to know even more. Overall, I enjoyed myself although I didn't overdo the bubbly.
Koh the Saxman gave a 5 song sax performance. What a birthday present that was. Thailand's own Kenny G, even some say he's better. Then there was a catwalk by some of Thailand's top models. It was a tad disappointing as they seemed unenthusiatic. Shrugs. Models..maybe some forgot to powder their noses before hitting the runway.
Its already December...Wow! Christmas is just round the corner. Can already feel the holiday cheer warming up. Lots of work to clear up then a deserved trip back home to visit family and friends.
Cheers..
Koh the Saxman gave a 5 song sax performance. What a birthday present that was. Thailand's own Kenny G, even some say he's better. Then there was a catwalk by some of Thailand's top models. It was a tad disappointing as they seemed unenthusiatic. Shrugs. Models..maybe some forgot to powder their noses before hitting the runway.
Its already December...Wow! Christmas is just round the corner. Can already feel the holiday cheer warming up. Lots of work to clear up then a deserved trip back home to visit family and friends.
Cheers..
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Cautious
This past month has been a challenging one. Never before would I expect to make such life altering decisions at this age. In my previous post Ben-ja-ped I had forewarned myself it would be a real test during my quarter century experience. I went to the temple to make merit and also paid my respects to the revered Four Faced Buddha and asked for guidance.
Next week I turn 26 and some friends have already plotted something, but I'm all set to miss the appointed dinner for a meeting instead at the new factory site. However, they reiterated dinner wasn't the main agenda...now that's what I'm afraid of.
Next week I turn 26 and some friends have already plotted something, but I'm all set to miss the appointed dinner for a meeting instead at the new factory site. However, they reiterated dinner wasn't the main agenda...now that's what I'm afraid of.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Easy Come, Easy Go
Today's meeting with a fellow countryman client went positive although no contracts were yet signed. His official visit to our factory was to conduct an audit as a compulsory adherence to an ISO 9002 certified entity. Poor fella, the weather was so hot he was struggling and with Ramadan(Muslim fasting month)didn't help his definite dry throat after such a lengthy discussion.
He insisted I acknowledge him on a first name basis and it was a bit awkward. Prior to meeting up, we exchanged e-mails and phone conversations and I'd always address him with a title before a name. The pro's about this is it makes the discussions quasi serious/casual. Overall : Good. I know I do tense up at discussions so this situation worked to my advantage.
At one stage of our conversation, we talked about government agencies backing local companies in the health sector. In Malaysia, the ethnic Malays(muslims) are what we call "Bumiputra(s)" or Bumi's for short and they are given certain privileges compared to the remaining two races(Chinese and Indian)in society. The government backs a lot of Bumi companies by approving business loans, some at very large amounts. Some companies have visionary leaders but unfortunately less ambitious employees and some have extremely capable hired help with an extremely incompetent leader. He tells me every year, government throws away millions of our Malaysian Ringgit(RM) to these establishments.
I could relate to his comments as I recalled a friend who was an apprentice at one of the Big Four accounting firms, attended a meeting with the head of the government's financial arm. Every question she posed to the official, the reply would be "Not sure", "Have to get back to you", "Haven't thought about it yet", or the very common words one would hear in the Malaysian culture "Tak Tau"(I don't know). Being the head of the largest government financial institute, one's decisions are critical especially to the local and foreign companies who need to know about its governance and policies. And my friend was only an apprentice...
I used to think the Bumiputras were so lucky with financial backing from the government. In time, it can only take off and prosper with the means in the first place. Its just sad seeing so much money go to such waste. Some have folded with an unimaginable loss due to less than abled leader's guidance. Its a bit prejudice one would say, any business could go bankrupt but how does one make an institute with some hundred million(RM) in government backing go under?
Its not my place to say anything, but I do reserve the right to my opinions eventhough I am just a young adult trying to cut it in the business world. Some are luckier than others, some have to walk the extra mile just to make enough, while some just get there with the snap of their fingers. To those who strive harder to get there its definitely more worth it, I'm sure we tend to appreciate it a whole lot more with that befitting satisfaction.
He insisted I acknowledge him on a first name basis and it was a bit awkward. Prior to meeting up, we exchanged e-mails and phone conversations and I'd always address him with a title before a name. The pro's about this is it makes the discussions quasi serious/casual. Overall : Good. I know I do tense up at discussions so this situation worked to my advantage.
At one stage of our conversation, we talked about government agencies backing local companies in the health sector. In Malaysia, the ethnic Malays(muslims) are what we call "Bumiputra(s)" or Bumi's for short and they are given certain privileges compared to the remaining two races(Chinese and Indian)in society. The government backs a lot of Bumi companies by approving business loans, some at very large amounts. Some companies have visionary leaders but unfortunately less ambitious employees and some have extremely capable hired help with an extremely incompetent leader. He tells me every year, government throws away millions of our Malaysian Ringgit(RM) to these establishments.
I could relate to his comments as I recalled a friend who was an apprentice at one of the Big Four accounting firms, attended a meeting with the head of the government's financial arm. Every question she posed to the official, the reply would be "Not sure", "Have to get back to you", "Haven't thought about it yet", or the very common words one would hear in the Malaysian culture "Tak Tau"(I don't know). Being the head of the largest government financial institute, one's decisions are critical especially to the local and foreign companies who need to know about its governance and policies. And my friend was only an apprentice...
I used to think the Bumiputras were so lucky with financial backing from the government. In time, it can only take off and prosper with the means in the first place. Its just sad seeing so much money go to such waste. Some have folded with an unimaginable loss due to less than abled leader's guidance. Its a bit prejudice one would say, any business could go bankrupt but how does one make an institute with some hundred million(RM) in government backing go under?
Its not my place to say anything, but I do reserve the right to my opinions eventhough I am just a young adult trying to cut it in the business world. Some are luckier than others, some have to walk the extra mile just to make enough, while some just get there with the snap of their fingers. To those who strive harder to get there its definitely more worth it, I'm sure we tend to appreciate it a whole lot more with that befitting satisfaction.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Recharging the Soul
Its been a very satisfying break for the past 2 weeks. Heading back, just relaxing, chilling with the family and friends recharged the soul. Managed to pack in a few pounds at the same time too. Realized living all alone in another country makes you see you're working your butt off to do your parents proud and achieve your desired goals.
In Bangkok, I seem to thrive on making it in life. The loneliness and self-disclipine spurs you on to challenge your inner demons. It wasn't easy leaving home, the place of comfort, where one is so used to getting pampered, where striving really isn't on the menu but more of taking-it-as-it-comes. I thank my parents for giving me this opportunity, for they reluctantly allowed me the freedom to choose my preferred destination or profession. Their continuous backing is what I always hold close to my heart, and that's probably why day in, day out I live life as a workaholic.
Fact of the matter is I had a great time-out, nowhere better to enjoy it than your home base. To my great bunch of (skirt-wearing)friends -LOL-, thanks for coming out for the chats and beers. Wish you guys the very best in your working paths and that of your love lives. Don't ever be a stranger...
In Bangkok, I seem to thrive on making it in life. The loneliness and self-disclipine spurs you on to challenge your inner demons. It wasn't easy leaving home, the place of comfort, where one is so used to getting pampered, where striving really isn't on the menu but more of taking-it-as-it-comes. I thank my parents for giving me this opportunity, for they reluctantly allowed me the freedom to choose my preferred destination or profession. Their continuous backing is what I always hold close to my heart, and that's probably why day in, day out I live life as a workaholic.
Fact of the matter is I had a great time-out, nowhere better to enjoy it than your home base. To my great bunch of (skirt-wearing)friends -LOL-, thanks for coming out for the chats and beers. Wish you guys the very best in your working paths and that of your love lives. Don't ever be a stranger...
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Wednesday
For a change, I'm back at the apartment earlier than usual. The week's flown by at light speed and I'm looking forward to Friday when I'm headed back home! Or am I...Doctor's appointment has already been made on the day of my arrival so I'm cringing nervously. Haven't thought much about it, being caught up with work sure takes your mind off your well-being.
Been clearing up company issues before heading back to Malaysia. Still awaiting bankers' decision after evaluating the new manufacturing plant. Time is of the essence. Apart from that, had a wonderful dinner with clients from Beijing. Real classy ladies. Spoke excellent English, although the other was more fluent in Mandarin/Cantonese. At the end of the night, I was presented with a Mont Blanc pen! Real classy. Penning Beijing as destination for November. Been hearing so much about it, gotta see for myself.
Apart from that, I'm totally over the moon as I'm going to be an uncle. Whoa..geez, not sure if I'm ready for that but heck I'm so excited. Finally, after almost 5 years of marriage, my brother and the Mrs. are going to have a family. Mum was even more excited as she texted me the wonderful news. I guess she can't wait to be a grandmother. Bless her.
Been clearing up company issues before heading back to Malaysia. Still awaiting bankers' decision after evaluating the new manufacturing plant. Time is of the essence. Apart from that, had a wonderful dinner with clients from Beijing. Real classy ladies. Spoke excellent English, although the other was more fluent in Mandarin/Cantonese. At the end of the night, I was presented with a Mont Blanc pen! Real classy. Penning Beijing as destination for November. Been hearing so much about it, gotta see for myself.
Apart from that, I'm totally over the moon as I'm going to be an uncle. Whoa..geez, not sure if I'm ready for that but heck I'm so excited. Finally, after almost 5 years of marriage, my brother and the Mrs. are going to have a family. Mum was even more excited as she texted me the wonderful news. I guess she can't wait to be a grandmother. Bless her.
Monday, September 12, 2005
Time waits for no man
Aaah, finally some time to catch up on some blogging. Well, its been quite a fortnight. Trade show went really well, better than we'd expected actually. Managed to close our booth 3 hours before time on the final trade day. The company's first time, partners' first time, my first time! It was quite exciting and the response was great.
Many traders who came to speak to us were surprised at our age. It actually took some convincing. Nevertheless, we were happy to be out there. Our main goal was to introduce ourselves, our methods of production and also getting to know clients. Currently, all major spa companies in Thailand are already our clients, and more to come from various parts of the world. I received an e-mail inviting our company to join the trade show in Dubai and Malaysia. I see a window of opportunity to do a stopover in Penang hehehe.
I'm planning to trip back home anyways as I've discovered a lump/cyst. Would like a second opinion from doctors I frequent. Kinda nervous about it. Hopefully its nothing.
Can't believe its already Sunday, the week goes by so quickly these days. Was at the factory till late in the evening today, so there goes my much needed R&R. Tomorrow's a big day - bringing two bankers over to our new factory 2 hours away from Bangkok, to evaluate its worth for some capital injection.
Right, time for a nice shower and its off to La-La-Land.
Many traders who came to speak to us were surprised at our age. It actually took some convincing. Nevertheless, we were happy to be out there. Our main goal was to introduce ourselves, our methods of production and also getting to know clients. Currently, all major spa companies in Thailand are already our clients, and more to come from various parts of the world. I received an e-mail inviting our company to join the trade show in Dubai and Malaysia. I see a window of opportunity to do a stopover in Penang hehehe.
I'm planning to trip back home anyways as I've discovered a lump/cyst. Would like a second opinion from doctors I frequent. Kinda nervous about it. Hopefully its nothing.
Can't believe its already Sunday, the week goes by so quickly these days. Was at the factory till late in the evening today, so there goes my much needed R&R. Tomorrow's a big day - bringing two bankers over to our new factory 2 hours away from Bangkok, to evaluate its worth for some capital injection.
Right, time for a nice shower and its off to La-La-Land.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Light Monday
I love this joke and seem to laugh over and over again everytime I read it
The Los Angeles Police Department (LAPD), The FBI, and the CIA are all trying to prove that they are the best at apprehending criminals.
The President decides to give them a test.
He releases a rabbit into the forest and each of them has to catch it.
The CIA goes in. They place animal informants throughout the forest. They question all plant and mineral witnesses. After three months of extensive investigations they conclude that rabbits do not exist.
The FBI goes in. After two weeks with no leads they burn the forest, killing everything in it, including the rabbit. They make no apologies. The rabbit had it coming.
The LAPD goes in. They come out two hours later with a badly beaten bear. The bear is yelling: "Okay! Okay! I'm a rabbit! I'm a rabbit!"
The Los Angeles Police Department (LAPD), The FBI, and the CIA are all trying to prove that they are the best at apprehending criminals.
The President decides to give them a test.
He releases a rabbit into the forest and each of them has to catch it.
The CIA goes in. They place animal informants throughout the forest. They question all plant and mineral witnesses. After three months of extensive investigations they conclude that rabbits do not exist.
The FBI goes in. After two weeks with no leads they burn the forest, killing everything in it, including the rabbit. They make no apologies. The rabbit had it coming.
The LAPD goes in. They come out two hours later with a badly beaten bear. The bear is yelling: "Okay! Okay! I'm a rabbit! I'm a rabbit!"
Saturday, August 20, 2005
BKk
*Hoot* *Hooooooooooot*
The fog horn blows as another ship leaves Port Klong Toey.
My condo overlooks the Bangkok port and I see everynight, cranes picking up cargos' and transferring them onboard for shipment. Its beautiful at night, with the lights orangey blending together the yellowness of the giant cranes. After a long day at the office, I come back, put on some music and glance out the balcony of this. Everynight. Moments before crashing out till the very next morning.
Work has been hectic. The company's expanding and I'm glad to be playing a keyrole in it heading north. I'm actually heading the business development department, and smiled when it was given to me as its also the same position as my brother, Shanne's.
We're presently busy preparing for the trade show coming up in a fortnight's time. We're expecting some interested multinational companies dropping by to visit our booths, so one can imagine the preparations for such an event.
At any rate, things are looking fine at the moment. Enjoying the challenges being thrown at. Kinda miss home, as in family, dogs Austin & Sandy, friends, and the simplicity that is so abundant in Penang. Pace of Bangkok life is perfect for my age, as some would prefer the term yuppies. Funny thing is, I always lose myself when in a restaurant with clients or dinner meetings. I'd look at their decos, tables, chairs, cutlery, waiters appearance, service, quality, comfortness...and I'd zap back again into reality.
When I've build up this company, I shall...no, I will open up another restaurant. And here I thought the F&B spirit had died...Cheers to the future.
The fog horn blows as another ship leaves Port Klong Toey.
My condo overlooks the Bangkok port and I see everynight, cranes picking up cargos' and transferring them onboard for shipment. Its beautiful at night, with the lights orangey blending together the yellowness of the giant cranes. After a long day at the office, I come back, put on some music and glance out the balcony of this. Everynight. Moments before crashing out till the very next morning.
Work has been hectic. The company's expanding and I'm glad to be playing a keyrole in it heading north. I'm actually heading the business development department, and smiled when it was given to me as its also the same position as my brother, Shanne's.
We're presently busy preparing for the trade show coming up in a fortnight's time. We're expecting some interested multinational companies dropping by to visit our booths, so one can imagine the preparations for such an event.
At any rate, things are looking fine at the moment. Enjoying the challenges being thrown at. Kinda miss home, as in family, dogs Austin & Sandy, friends, and the simplicity that is so abundant in Penang. Pace of Bangkok life is perfect for my age, as some would prefer the term yuppies. Funny thing is, I always lose myself when in a restaurant with clients or dinner meetings. I'd look at their decos, tables, chairs, cutlery, waiters appearance, service, quality, comfortness...and I'd zap back again into reality.
When I've build up this company, I shall...no, I will open up another restaurant. And here I thought the F&B spirit had died...Cheers to the future.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
This is my last post from Penang island. The past week has been very memorable and emotionally draining. I just want to thank my really wonderful crew for setting up two farewell drinking and dinner sessions. Really gonna miss you guys. Just a short post, as its 4 hours before I get up and 6 more before my plane departs.
Don't worry guys, I'll never forget my roots and I sure as hell won't forget my buddies. If all goes well, I'd like for you all to visit me during the opening of our new plant. We've always talked about achieving success in our lives, and if all goes to plan, I'd like to celebrate that moment with no one else but you guys and my family. Our frienship together has helped toughen each other and instill the sheer hunger for making it in life. For that, we have each of us to thank for.
So my friends, be the best you can be and always strive to aim for the top. I'm really going to miss you fools a lot.
Don't worry guys, I'll never forget my roots and I sure as hell won't forget my buddies. If all goes well, I'd like for you all to visit me during the opening of our new plant. We've always talked about achieving success in our lives, and if all goes to plan, I'd like to celebrate that moment with no one else but you guys and my family. Our frienship together has helped toughen each other and instill the sheer hunger for making it in life. For that, we have each of us to thank for.
So my friends, be the best you can be and always strive to aim for the top. I'm really going to miss you fools a lot.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Bittersweet
Feeling better, although its an off-on kinda behavioral pattern. Had a nice farewell dinner plus chit chat with family and a good time chilling after with the crew. Bill got back from his business trip from China so it was good seeing him again. KrishakaGrumps joined up later with some encouraging news of his first posting overseas by the company in India. Really happy for him. It was time the bright lights were shown upon him. I expect to see him in Bangkok in the near future.
Took a long, slow jog this evening around the neighbourhood. Of all the times I been doing that, today was the first time I really took to the surroundings. The weather was perfect, light sun with intermittent breeze. Left, right, left right. My heart beating faster as my steps quicken. I'm going to miss all this when I'm in the big city. No more laid back lifestyle. Its all ball busting from here. Suddenly I realized I didn't entirely want to leave. However, a challenge lies ahead, so what does one do? Back away? No siree. Going to grab this opportunity with both hands. Just taking some time to absorb what I'll be missing. I don't think anyone can argue with me when I say we take almost everything for granted. When its time to part, all the good memories rush out like gushing water from a broken hydrant.
Anyways, lots of nostalgia at the moment. Last weekend was forgetful. I am however, getting thru the pain of that numbing insensation. It only enhances my believe of fate - whatever happens, happens for a reason. You can quote me on that. Getting on with life. As I know it, so does someone special in my life. I've got a world to conquer.
May the force be with me...
Took a long, slow jog this evening around the neighbourhood. Of all the times I been doing that, today was the first time I really took to the surroundings. The weather was perfect, light sun with intermittent breeze. Left, right, left right. My heart beating faster as my steps quicken. I'm going to miss all this when I'm in the big city. No more laid back lifestyle. Its all ball busting from here. Suddenly I realized I didn't entirely want to leave. However, a challenge lies ahead, so what does one do? Back away? No siree. Going to grab this opportunity with both hands. Just taking some time to absorb what I'll be missing. I don't think anyone can argue with me when I say we take almost everything for granted. When its time to part, all the good memories rush out like gushing water from a broken hydrant.
Anyways, lots of nostalgia at the moment. Last weekend was forgetful. I am however, getting thru the pain of that numbing insensation. It only enhances my believe of fate - whatever happens, happens for a reason. You can quote me on that. Getting on with life. As I know it, so does someone special in my life. I've got a world to conquer.
May the force be with me...
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Life goes on
Suffering personal losses are a real devastation in life, that goes without saying. Sometimes when its others' losses, we're not as adversely affected as they are. At most, we sympathize with their misfortune, bemoaning their unfortunate luck. Just like the 9/11, where so many were killed especially while running down the fire escape to exit WTC, or the plane that drove into the buildings' destruction with passengers seemingly knowing their fate. The tsunami devastation that wiped out some islands and its population which included holidaymakers in parts of Asia. The London bombings which took the lives of some, who heard the news of the underground destruction, then took the no.30 bus instead leading to their fated demise.
We all pick ourselves up and move on with life...in time. As the saying goes 'Life goes on'. We continue living for we are still alive, and those who perished would have wanted us to do what they won't be able to.
I too, suffered a personal loss. Devastated? Immensely. Feelings? Numb. Thoughts? Lost. I won't disclose this loss on my blog, as its a personal one that requires anonymity. I am however, writing this entry as a statement of going on living to the fullest as possible because we are, after all, still alive and potential for leaps and bounds.
Life throws us a lot of uncertainties which makes life unpredictable. Sometimes, it hits you when you least expect it. I know this devastation will blow over after some time, if I don't seem in high spirits of late, please excuse the partypooper in me. I will however try and put the saying into action because if I don't, I shouldn't have the luxury of living anyways...
We all pick ourselves up and move on with life...in time. As the saying goes 'Life goes on'. We continue living for we are still alive, and those who perished would have wanted us to do what they won't be able to.
I too, suffered a personal loss. Devastated? Immensely. Feelings? Numb. Thoughts? Lost. I won't disclose this loss on my blog, as its a personal one that requires anonymity. I am however, writing this entry as a statement of going on living to the fullest as possible because we are, after all, still alive and potential for leaps and bounds.
Life throws us a lot of uncertainties which makes life unpredictable. Sometimes, it hits you when you least expect it. I know this devastation will blow over after some time, if I don't seem in high spirits of late, please excuse the partypooper in me. I will however try and put the saying into action because if I don't, I shouldn't have the luxury of living anyways...
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Fate and its blessings
At the moment, I am sorting out for some personal effects to be sold and one of them is my wheels. Trusty Beemer, went on the papers the first day and I was flooded with calls while still in bed. Had some people all the way from KL inquiring, some nice father's asking on behalf of their sons, some rude 2nd hand car dealers and some idiots who ask about details already stated in the ad on the papers.
Was a slow Monday as I drove to the restaurant. The weathers been unbearable of late. Universal climate is somewhat screwed up. As I drive by, head turning left and right searching for a parking lot, a motorcyclist reverses and knocks into my passenger side door. I was truly annoyed.
I got down and confronted the culprit for his carelessness. He seemed old and his slow movement justified it, but I wasn't sure with his shades covering.
He was quiet as I questioned his way of compensation. At that point I began to calm down a little as he seemed rather lost for an explanation.
The thing that boiled my blood was this unassuming indian bloke walking by and telling me I wasn't supposed to enter this road. I immediately lashed back about how on earth did these vehicles managed to park the same direction and promptly told him to piss off.
At that point I almost lost the plot. My car's obviously evident dent. Target selling price will now take a dip.
Simultaneously the culprit who fender bendered my ride took off his shades to reveal an old, sickly looking bloke. He had transparent eyes that somehow looked connected to his deteriorating health.
He offered me RM50 for the damage. I said it was only good for workmanship fee alone and not the repairs. He countered he wasn't well off and was seeking free treatment from the clinic a few blocks from the restaurant. He really did look ill, however I was still seething from my misfortune and having to bear the repair costs.
I took it off him and trodded back to the restaurant. While pacing back I could feel myself trembling. It was the tremble from the sight that kept replaying in my mind. His pitiful facial expression.
As I look back at the scenario when he reached into his wallet to find a fifty, he had this look of daze. Wondering how he would be able to recoup that lost fifty for other neccessary uses.
As he handed me the bill, I could see he was close to tears.
There was nothing but flashbacks and I thought to myself about the whole incident again. Yes, he does look sickly.
Yes, the clinic he sought help was famous for its free treatment. Did I mentioned he looked frail? Everything suddenly was clear in my mind. I felt so guilty. So guilty that I was my concious was eating me up replaying the scenario over and over again.
The damage was easily ten times more but I made a decision.
I headed towards the clinic, with the nearby shops all looking at me from the earlier confrontation. They're probably thinking I'm going to demand more for the damage. I tapped the poor gentleman on the shoulder and he turned.
I say softly as a packed clinic hushed to eavesdrop. "Sir, its ok. Please use the money for your treatment. And ride carefully".
His expression changed and I will never forget his smile.
Like the ones we see from elderly people we help cross the street, or the ones we turn to say hi in our early morning jogs. I could see the people around the clinic whispering to each other while looking at me. I didn't care if it was praise or scorn. I walked out of there with my conscience clear and feeling a sense of relief. I looked back, my thoughts centered around his face, which I suddenly replaced with my dad's or even myself. I would have wanted that person to do the same too.
I am glad I did what I did. I am glad my parents instilled morality throughout my life. I am glad my religion taught me to forgive and forget. Most of all, I am glad I could make someone, with an unfortunate condition...
Smile.
Was a slow Monday as I drove to the restaurant. The weathers been unbearable of late. Universal climate is somewhat screwed up. As I drive by, head turning left and right searching for a parking lot, a motorcyclist reverses and knocks into my passenger side door. I was truly annoyed.
I got down and confronted the culprit for his carelessness. He seemed old and his slow movement justified it, but I wasn't sure with his shades covering.
He was quiet as I questioned his way of compensation. At that point I began to calm down a little as he seemed rather lost for an explanation.
The thing that boiled my blood was this unassuming indian bloke walking by and telling me I wasn't supposed to enter this road. I immediately lashed back about how on earth did these vehicles managed to park the same direction and promptly told him to piss off.
At that point I almost lost the plot. My car's obviously evident dent. Target selling price will now take a dip.
Simultaneously the culprit who fender bendered my ride took off his shades to reveal an old, sickly looking bloke. He had transparent eyes that somehow looked connected to his deteriorating health.
He offered me RM50 for the damage. I said it was only good for workmanship fee alone and not the repairs. He countered he wasn't well off and was seeking free treatment from the clinic a few blocks from the restaurant. He really did look ill, however I was still seething from my misfortune and having to bear the repair costs.
I took it off him and trodded back to the restaurant. While pacing back I could feel myself trembling. It was the tremble from the sight that kept replaying in my mind. His pitiful facial expression.
As I look back at the scenario when he reached into his wallet to find a fifty, he had this look of daze. Wondering how he would be able to recoup that lost fifty for other neccessary uses.
As he handed me the bill, I could see he was close to tears.
There was nothing but flashbacks and I thought to myself about the whole incident again. Yes, he does look sickly.
Yes, the clinic he sought help was famous for its free treatment. Did I mentioned he looked frail? Everything suddenly was clear in my mind. I felt so guilty. So guilty that I was my concious was eating me up replaying the scenario over and over again.
The damage was easily ten times more but I made a decision.
I headed towards the clinic, with the nearby shops all looking at me from the earlier confrontation. They're probably thinking I'm going to demand more for the damage. I tapped the poor gentleman on the shoulder and he turned.
I say softly as a packed clinic hushed to eavesdrop. "Sir, its ok. Please use the money for your treatment. And ride carefully".
His expression changed and I will never forget his smile.
Like the ones we see from elderly people we help cross the street, or the ones we turn to say hi in our early morning jogs. I could see the people around the clinic whispering to each other while looking at me. I didn't care if it was praise or scorn. I walked out of there with my conscience clear and feeling a sense of relief. I looked back, my thoughts centered around his face, which I suddenly replaced with my dad's or even myself. I would have wanted that person to do the same too.
I am glad I did what I did. I am glad my parents instilled morality throughout my life. I am glad my religion taught me to forgive and forget. Most of all, I am glad I could make someone, with an unfortunate condition...
Smile.
Friday, June 24, 2005
Back
What a week its been. Past seven days were not wasted at all in Bangkok. In fact I wasn't even able to get souvenirs for friends and family. However, on the work front things seem to be positive. After inspecting the production line, studying the market potential and assessing the future of this entity, I decided to join Earth Born.
Its a total change from the restaurant biz but like I said, I've always wanted to be in the export front. I shall be joining in the capacity of International Sales Coordinator overseeing the foreign sales portfolio. I will soon be packing my bags and heading over to Thailand's capital to begin my new profession.
I'm sad leaving the food business that I have grown fond of, but everyone evaluates their potential and makes a decision that may vary. A new challenge is on the cards and I am both excited and nervous about this transition. I shall be leaving with a heavy heart especially when I've become closer to friends and family than ever before, but they have been great in supportiing and offering their best to my future.
I know there's someone who is equally thrilled with my transition. Thank you for believing in me even sometimes venting frustrations, I know deep down you care. I intend to work doubly hard. I am glad you inspire me.
Really am.
Its a total change from the restaurant biz but like I said, I've always wanted to be in the export front. I shall be joining in the capacity of International Sales Coordinator overseeing the foreign sales portfolio. I will soon be packing my bags and heading over to Thailand's capital to begin my new profession.
I'm sad leaving the food business that I have grown fond of, but everyone evaluates their potential and makes a decision that may vary. A new challenge is on the cards and I am both excited and nervous about this transition. I shall be leaving with a heavy heart especially when I've become closer to friends and family than ever before, but they have been great in supportiing and offering their best to my future.
I know there's someone who is equally thrilled with my transition. Thank you for believing in me even sometimes venting frustrations, I know deep down you care. I intend to work doubly hard. I am glad you inspire me.
Really am.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Winds of change?
There seems to be a winds of change at the career frontier. I am taking some time off to go Bangkok and study up about Virgin Coconut Oil(VCO). My ex university mates have founded a company, Earth Born Co,. Ltd - the only company on the planet to have a unique way of extracting VCO without compromising the amounts of left over nutrients.
I believe frienships forged during university life always has its blessings. We were a close knit group back in those days and knew each other inside out. I remembered last year during my visit to Bangkok to attend the funeral of a group members' father. There was a discussion then about hatching this idea and as time passed I thought it couldn't conceived, therefore shelved. Just recently I get a call from one of them asking me to jump on board this venture.
This sorta puts me in a fix as I'm actually working towards an expansion for the restaurant. I figure I'll just correspond from home for the time being and see thru the completion of the successful expansion, then the picture will be clearer. Mumsy and pops have given me their support for whatever decision I come to and that's really sweet. Guess they only want me to be happy.
So off I go to an adventure totally new and unknown, but its the challenge that excites me. I've always wanted to go into the exporting business. Too bad pops retired before I could join him. So now I'm presented with a golden opportunity and I shall take it with both hands. This slow, laid back town is making me stale. This could be just the thing to recharge myself.
Wish me luck...
I believe frienships forged during university life always has its blessings. We were a close knit group back in those days and knew each other inside out. I remembered last year during my visit to Bangkok to attend the funeral of a group members' father. There was a discussion then about hatching this idea and as time passed I thought it couldn't conceived, therefore shelved. Just recently I get a call from one of them asking me to jump on board this venture.
This sorta puts me in a fix as I'm actually working towards an expansion for the restaurant. I figure I'll just correspond from home for the time being and see thru the completion of the successful expansion, then the picture will be clearer. Mumsy and pops have given me their support for whatever decision I come to and that's really sweet. Guess they only want me to be happy.
So off I go to an adventure totally new and unknown, but its the challenge that excites me. I've always wanted to go into the exporting business. Too bad pops retired before I could join him. So now I'm presented with a golden opportunity and I shall take it with both hands. This slow, laid back town is making me stale. This could be just the thing to recharge myself.
Wish me luck...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Ignorance
It was a beautiful day while driving to the restaurant. I was in good spirits, singing along to Maroon 5's 'Sunday Morning' playing on the radio. At the traffic lights I come to a stop behind a brand spanking new Mercedes Benz C200 Kompressor. I was admiring the shape of the lights, the color on this fine machine when suddenly a can of drink was unceremoniously thrown out from the driver's side!
I was utterly amazed. You would think a person being able to afford a car made by a first world nation would at the very least have some first world manners. I just couldn't believe it. Mind you it was on a busy road and not anywhere near the curb so the council cleaners can get rid of it. Nevermind that, the main point is one being able to drive an RM200 over thousand car would at least have some education about littering. I shook my head in total disbelief.
Why is it that we have first world facilities but with a third world mentality? Here we are complaining day in day out to the city council about beautifying the city when we can't even cooperate in keeping it clean? What's the big deal in reaching your destination and depositing the rubbish into a waste basket or a trash bin?
Come on people, I'm not trying to make this world a better environment but we can all do our part in not being a litter bug. Rubbish bins are where the rubbish go. Not floors, roads, rivers, drains, and what I really was amazed while driving was the signage.
I actually laughed because it was a DENDA RM500 MEMBUANG SAMPAH SINI sign and around it was nothing but rubbish! All lying in a neat pile right under the penalty sign!
Maybe its just human behavior. Like the saying 'Rules are meant to be broken' comes to mind. Even in my restaurant, with the sign emblazooned 'NO SMOKING', I still get muppets lighting up on a busy lunch or a crowded dinner. Hello? Did you see any ashtrays on your table or others? Its nice when I have regulars telling the next table its a smoke-free restaurant and pointing to the warning across them. (They then embarrasingly stub out their ciggarettes)
I can only sum these behaviors up as one thing - Ignorance...
I was utterly amazed. You would think a person being able to afford a car made by a first world nation would at the very least have some first world manners. I just couldn't believe it. Mind you it was on a busy road and not anywhere near the curb so the council cleaners can get rid of it. Nevermind that, the main point is one being able to drive an RM200 over thousand car would at least have some education about littering. I shook my head in total disbelief.
Why is it that we have first world facilities but with a third world mentality? Here we are complaining day in day out to the city council about beautifying the city when we can't even cooperate in keeping it clean? What's the big deal in reaching your destination and depositing the rubbish into a waste basket or a trash bin?
Come on people, I'm not trying to make this world a better environment but we can all do our part in not being a litter bug. Rubbish bins are where the rubbish go. Not floors, roads, rivers, drains, and what I really was amazed while driving was the signage.
I actually laughed because it was a DENDA RM500 MEMBUANG SAMPAH SINI sign and around it was nothing but rubbish! All lying in a neat pile right under the penalty sign!
Maybe its just human behavior. Like the saying 'Rules are meant to be broken' comes to mind. Even in my restaurant, with the sign emblazooned 'NO SMOKING', I still get muppets lighting up on a busy lunch or a crowded dinner. Hello? Did you see any ashtrays on your table or others? Its nice when I have regulars telling the next table its a smoke-free restaurant and pointing to the warning across them. (They then embarrasingly stub out their ciggarettes)
I can only sum these behaviors up as one thing - Ignorance...
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Monday...Blues?
I was annoyingly distracted at the restaurant of an issue that's been agonizing me this year. Due to my inability to halt a component in my system called 'feelings', I am therefore suffering the consequences. Closure has always been something I've had trouble achieving but finally rendering it as time goes by. Maybe its actually denial, rather than closure? Could be.
For a while now I've been pretty contented with my personal life as it is. P and I managed to come to an understanding about our feelings. Since then I feel happy because we're still entwined in each other's lives. We miss each other, but we don't say it. We feel it in the tone of our voices. P and I have a funny relationship. We obviously care for each other, but we aren't together. Officially or unofficially. There's still the fluttering heart when we see each other. Still the warm and beautiful moments everytime we're within each other.
The thing is its driving me crazy. Good feelings such as these are so so truly hard to find. So why are we doing this? One part of me just prefers it if this ended, but the other part of me? The other part of me actually sees her vividly in my life. Its like..picture perfect. Too scared to let go of a potentially good thing but also too cautious not to rush into uncertainty.
I play down this feeling. P will be back soon and from there we can slowly see if things work out.
"I might not come back till next year" she says.
She then proceeds to explain about her internship during the summer, holiday with friends and travel itinerary with parents. I was lost for words. All of a sudden my heart sank. We've maintained our confusing-yet-wanting relationship to a cautious extent, whereby we have our commitments in life that take first priority. So there's an understanding which makes us feel great about each other.
Last night's conversation just blew me away. Now I'm really afraid that the perfect momentum we've been maintaining just so to pass over before we can see each other again, will have taken a backseat. Sometimes, the reason we maintain our focus of such a behavior(of not exercizing our true feelings)is because we see a better time for it to happen therefore refrain. What happens now? Its the last day of May and we're talking about 6 months...minimum!
Maybe I should just move on and not linger in this love hazard. I don't know where this is headed and judging from this scenario, it doesn't look like its going to go too smoothly.
So many thoughts are running through my head. Why can't I just go with a person who is physically and mentally available here? Why is it my mind keeps telling me to go deeper, further into the unknown to find out..if I can be happy as I once was.
Just then, the phone rang and I was disconnected from my trip to La La Land.
Our elusive relationship is what propels me to want it to happen. Distance is a barrier, and true to its Thai saying -"Rak Tae Pae Klai Chid" (True love succumbs to close proximity).
For a while now I've been pretty contented with my personal life as it is. P and I managed to come to an understanding about our feelings. Since then I feel happy because we're still entwined in each other's lives. We miss each other, but we don't say it. We feel it in the tone of our voices. P and I have a funny relationship. We obviously care for each other, but we aren't together. Officially or unofficially. There's still the fluttering heart when we see each other. Still the warm and beautiful moments everytime we're within each other.
The thing is its driving me crazy. Good feelings such as these are so so truly hard to find. So why are we doing this? One part of me just prefers it if this ended, but the other part of me? The other part of me actually sees her vividly in my life. Its like..picture perfect. Too scared to let go of a potentially good thing but also too cautious not to rush into uncertainty.
I play down this feeling. P will be back soon and from there we can slowly see if things work out.
"I might not come back till next year" she says.
She then proceeds to explain about her internship during the summer, holiday with friends and travel itinerary with parents. I was lost for words. All of a sudden my heart sank. We've maintained our confusing-yet-wanting relationship to a cautious extent, whereby we have our commitments in life that take first priority. So there's an understanding which makes us feel great about each other.
Last night's conversation just blew me away. Now I'm really afraid that the perfect momentum we've been maintaining just so to pass over before we can see each other again, will have taken a backseat. Sometimes, the reason we maintain our focus of such a behavior(of not exercizing our true feelings)is because we see a better time for it to happen therefore refrain. What happens now? Its the last day of May and we're talking about 6 months...minimum!
Maybe I should just move on and not linger in this love hazard. I don't know where this is headed and judging from this scenario, it doesn't look like its going to go too smoothly.
So many thoughts are running through my head. Why can't I just go with a person who is physically and mentally available here? Why is it my mind keeps telling me to go deeper, further into the unknown to find out..if I can be happy as I once was.
Just then, the phone rang and I was disconnected from my trip to La La Land.
Our elusive relationship is what propels me to want it to happen. Distance is a barrier, and true to its Thai saying -"Rak Tae Pae Klai Chid" (True love succumbs to close proximity).
Monday, May 30, 2005
Rekindling the past
Over the weekend, my mates and I dropped by a watering hole to convey our birthday wishes to a friend. I'd been there before. Lounge set up. Light music. Sofas' and comfy cushioned chairs of oak trimming. Various alcohol selections on menu. Perfect for business chats, family outings, close-knit group outings, and basically honeymoon period couples.
As I reached the second floor the music tempo was different from its usual fair. It was hard house blasting out speakers. There were at least 80 guests. He greeted us and we in turn wished him many happy returns. Then I realized it was a private party and immediately was transported back in time to my Bangkok Daze.
During my tenure as an artist-rep at a well known events management firm, I attended gazillions of private parties -drugs, alcohol, celebrities, gorgeous women, corporate bigwigs. Basically if you've been to one, you've been to all.
Why?
See, at one private party you'll meet the same people again and again at future private parties. These are the people who can't seem to stay away from the limelight.
I had the distinct pleasure to be introduced to Sonya Couling and Methinee Kingprayom -two of Thailand's best known supermodels.
I didn't last long at these parties cause I was already too knackered babysitting so-and-so who has come into the kingdom for a performance, but it looked exactly alike from my time in the city of angels.
I stood there smiling and saying hi to a few familiar faces for a maximum 20 minutes before bolting out of the noisy party. I've never seen a private party in full swing before on this island, so it was a real culture surprise in a way. But for that full twenty minutes, I was able to feel like I was back there again. How often is one able to relive the memory of the past even just as a bystander?
Rarely...
As I reached the second floor the music tempo was different from its usual fair. It was hard house blasting out speakers. There were at least 80 guests. He greeted us and we in turn wished him many happy returns. Then I realized it was a private party and immediately was transported back in time to my Bangkok Daze.
During my tenure as an artist-rep at a well known events management firm, I attended gazillions of private parties -drugs, alcohol, celebrities, gorgeous women, corporate bigwigs. Basically if you've been to one, you've been to all.
Why?
See, at one private party you'll meet the same people again and again at future private parties. These are the people who can't seem to stay away from the limelight.
I had the distinct pleasure to be introduced to Sonya Couling and Methinee Kingprayom -two of Thailand's best known supermodels.
I didn't last long at these parties cause I was already too knackered babysitting so-and-so who has come into the kingdom for a performance, but it looked exactly alike from my time in the city of angels.
I stood there smiling and saying hi to a few familiar faces for a maximum 20 minutes before bolting out of the noisy party. I've never seen a private party in full swing before on this island, so it was a real culture surprise in a way. But for that full twenty minutes, I was able to feel like I was back there again. How often is one able to relive the memory of the past even just as a bystander?
Rarely...
Friday, May 27, 2005
Shanne:"Is it possible for Michelle to get me a Liverpool shirt?"
I didn't even wanna ask why..
Shanne:"Maybe you could ask for me. Oh did you know Liverpool won?"
Jeremy:"I know they won. You left when the score was 0-3, remember?"
Shanne:"Ok, just thought you might like to know."
Prick was trying to wind me up cause I was cheering when Crespo hit the third. Grrr...
I didn't even wanna ask why..
Shanne:"Maybe you could ask for me. Oh did you know Liverpool won?"
Jeremy:"I know they won. You left when the score was 0-3, remember?"
Shanne:"Ok, just thought you might like to know."
Prick was trying to wind me up cause I was cheering when Crespo hit the third. Grrr...
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Cheers
I am in mourning. Milan lost. After leading 3-0 before half-time, the Italians lost their concentration in the second half and allowed Liverpool to regain their composure to square the game 3-3 and finally bringing it to a penalty shootout after the same scoreline as extra time expired.
Complacency came back and bit their arses with the semi-final clash against PSV Eindhoven a classic example. This time there was no Massimo Ambrosini. How incredibly Liverpool's usually error-prone keeper -Jerzy Dudek - kept out Shevchenko's extra time bullet header and follow up out? I have no idea. I had a gut feeling with those misses, the game looked to be swinging Liverpool's way.
Kudos to the English side for their fightback. They deserved it more than their opposition. Gerrard proved himself to be a true captain by inspiring his team to rise from the dead, and now, champions once again in Europe. I'm pretty sure my brother will be so thrilled. He left the tv room as soon as Milan scored the 3rd goal during the first half. How would that be to wake up finding your team winning the Champions League after being three goals down? Totally wicked.
Well done, Liverpool. Congratulations.
Complacency came back and bit their arses with the semi-final clash against PSV Eindhoven a classic example. This time there was no Massimo Ambrosini. How incredibly Liverpool's usually error-prone keeper -Jerzy Dudek - kept out Shevchenko's extra time bullet header and follow up out? I have no idea. I had a gut feeling with those misses, the game looked to be swinging Liverpool's way.
Kudos to the English side for their fightback. They deserved it more than their opposition. Gerrard proved himself to be a true captain by inspiring his team to rise from the dead, and now, champions once again in Europe. I'm pretty sure my brother will be so thrilled. He left the tv room as soon as Milan scored the 3rd goal during the first half. How would that be to wake up finding your team winning the Champions League after being three goals down? Totally wicked.
Well done, Liverpool. Congratulations.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
"Ben-ja-paed"
We believe in Thai culture of males in their mid twenties i.e. 25, are entering a phase in their lives. That is what we call "Ben-ja-paed". In another words, it will be a tricky period of that individual.
Currently I am in that phase and I really need to watch my step. Last night I got into an accident with a motorbike -with no headlights on. Him hitting me was bad enough but as I helped him upright his fallen machine, stepped on and broke his fallen side mirror. Great. Whether its a myth or not, I just hope I won't be subjected to seven unfortunate years.
One of my cooks explained to me in detailed that its like a make or break phase, either you hit it right or fail and fail miserably. That is why it is a strong belief one should make merit from time to time at temples. Then again, its up to individuals to believe this or not but in situation where this heritage is part of me, I'll just be very careful about my moves for the year. 'Better safe than sorry'.
Currently I am in that phase and I really need to watch my step. Last night I got into an accident with a motorbike -with no headlights on. Him hitting me was bad enough but as I helped him upright his fallen machine, stepped on and broke his fallen side mirror. Great. Whether its a myth or not, I just hope I won't be subjected to seven unfortunate years.
One of my cooks explained to me in detailed that its like a make or break phase, either you hit it right or fail and fail miserably. That is why it is a strong belief one should make merit from time to time at temples. Then again, its up to individuals to believe this or not but in situation where this heritage is part of me, I'll just be very careful about my moves for the year. 'Better safe than sorry'.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Day off rant
Shit, I need to blow off some steam. On a positive note, a cigarette didn't come to mind. Funny how I thrived on them and now, I totally despise everything about it. Usually if I'm stressed out I'd go to the gym and torture the body but I've just had a late lunch so I'll let time pass for now.
The neighbours' youngest is playing the violin, one of the many musical tuitions her parents have given. Now I hear piano. Is it the school holidays?? Hmm..Usually they'll be on one of their instruments but only on the weekends and the school holidays. They're pretty decent, for their age I should say they're not bad at all.
I never learned any musical instruments during my childhood. It was mostly tennis and BB guns. A tiny regret. Wish I played the piano or the guitar. Maybe even the saxophone. I think its such a personal achievement for any guy to be able to enthral an audience, a friend, a loved one or anyone with their musical ability. Its not too late, but I haven't the luxury of time. I'll keep that in future reference.
I salute guys especially who are able to impress with their musical talents. Just seems like they had a more meaningful childhood. Mine was, just not in a musical sense.
The neighbours' youngest is playing the violin, one of the many musical tuitions her parents have given. Now I hear piano. Is it the school holidays?? Hmm..Usually they'll be on one of their instruments but only on the weekends and the school holidays. They're pretty decent, for their age I should say they're not bad at all.
I never learned any musical instruments during my childhood. It was mostly tennis and BB guns. A tiny regret. Wish I played the piano or the guitar. Maybe even the saxophone. I think its such a personal achievement for any guy to be able to enthral an audience, a friend, a loved one or anyone with their musical ability. Its not too late, but I haven't the luxury of time. I'll keep that in future reference.
I salute guys especially who are able to impress with their musical talents. Just seems like they had a more meaningful childhood. Mine was, just not in a musical sense.
Friday, May 13, 2005
Fish with lesser bones?
So today I had two very gorgeous patrons for dinner. One of which was at least 174cm tall, looked like a China doll with a hairstyle similar to Moe of 'The 3 Stooges'. I gave them some time to study our menu before waiting on them.
The usuals were ordered. Tom yum goong, crispy fried kang kong, mango kerabu salad and the popular, steamed Lemon fish. "Get me smaller fish. Too big cannot finish. Also find fish with less bone one".
For a moment there, one of my eyebrows rose while looking at her and trying to fathom her request. How on earth does one find a fish with less bone? I smiled as I jotted down China doll's order and went into the kitchen to translate it to my team of chefs. They were on the floor laughing at my order of such a request. I too laughed hard when those words came out from my mouth.
Being in the food business for six years, I'm not entire sure if there's anyone who could tell a fish with lesser bones. Hmm..I'll have to ask my supplier that question.
Got me thinking..
The usuals were ordered. Tom yum goong, crispy fried kang kong, mango kerabu salad and the popular, steamed Lemon fish. "Get me smaller fish. Too big cannot finish. Also find fish with less bone one".
For a moment there, one of my eyebrows rose while looking at her and trying to fathom her request. How on earth does one find a fish with less bone? I smiled as I jotted down China doll's order and went into the kitchen to translate it to my team of chefs. They were on the floor laughing at my order of such a request. I too laughed hard when those words came out from my mouth.
Being in the food business for six years, I'm not entire sure if there's anyone who could tell a fish with lesser bones. Hmm..I'll have to ask my supplier that question.
Got me thinking..
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Forza Milan
I'm happy AC Milan made it to the finals of this season's UEFA Champions League. I admit they rode their luck thru both legs of the semi-finals against a fascinating PSV Eindhoven. The difference between the two sides was one took their chances clinically and the other just couldn't find their finishing touch.
I salute PSV's skipper, Mark Van Bommel for his performance and his never-give-up attitude but I couldn't accept the moaning he gave of playing better in the two legged series and to end up as the losing side. Well, Mark...in football, you don't just play 90 minutes, you play till the final whistle is blown and yes, your courageous and valiant fightback and performance were outstanding but at the end of the day if you let your guard down, you pay for it.
Credit can't be taken away from Milan for their converted chances, and also, ladyluck. It was their luck that PSV forgot their shooting boots in the first leg and lapse in concerntration in the second that allowed Ambrosini to plant a header past Gomes.
Hopefully Milan will take caution of their form when they take on Liverpool on the 25th of May. They just lost to arch-rivals, Juventus over the weekend which puts the latter in pole position to reclaim the scudetto from Milan. At least if they cease the Serie A crown, they will welcome back the Champions League trophy they secured in 2003.
Carlo Ancelotti has done a wonderful job at the San Siro by giving the opportunity to the vastly talented playmaker, Andrea Pirlo to shine. Pirlo had been languishing on the bench at Inter Milan before he was snapped up by Ancelotti and has been the mainstay of the engine room. With the emergence of Kaka, a brilliant talent who has kept Potuguese legend Rui Costa on the bench with scintilating displays has propelled the Serie A giants to familiar territory.
Milan were in doldrums when Fatih Terim took the reigns and was duly dispatched barely completing one season.
With Maldini, Nesta and Stam(when both not injured) marshalling a tight and fearsome defence, the midfield then reinforced with another protective layer in the shape of Gennaro Gattuso, a human pitbull breaking down play and distributing it to attackers with panache. In Clarence Seedorf we have another Dutch legend who has won three champions league medal with three different teams. Kaka is then given the license to roam just in front of the midfield to supply defence splitting passes to the lethal Andrei Shevchenko. The current European Footballer of the Year has been in fine form and it was he who drew first blood against PSV in the first leg of their semi-final clash.
I am however a very big fan of the Rossoneri captain, Paolo Maldini. He is undoubtedly an inspiration and is an icon at the Giuseppe Meazza. At 36 years of age, he is still a classy and competitive professional who is widely regarded as the best full-back of his era. Although not as fast as in his prime, he is still able to time his tackles perfectly and keep a tight leash on the opposite's offense. He reminds me of a typical Spartan soldier back in the Roman period. I hope Milan will win it for Maldini for all he has symbolized at the San Siro. A loyal servant who has spent his entire career at the club right from the youth setup. As a Milan tifosi(fan in Italian), I wish them the very best for this long, weary season with the triumph of the coveted, Champions League 2005.
I salute PSV's skipper, Mark Van Bommel for his performance and his never-give-up attitude but I couldn't accept the moaning he gave of playing better in the two legged series and to end up as the losing side. Well, Mark...in football, you don't just play 90 minutes, you play till the final whistle is blown and yes, your courageous and valiant fightback and performance were outstanding but at the end of the day if you let your guard down, you pay for it.
Credit can't be taken away from Milan for their converted chances, and also, ladyluck. It was their luck that PSV forgot their shooting boots in the first leg and lapse in concerntration in the second that allowed Ambrosini to plant a header past Gomes.
Hopefully Milan will take caution of their form when they take on Liverpool on the 25th of May. They just lost to arch-rivals, Juventus over the weekend which puts the latter in pole position to reclaim the scudetto from Milan. At least if they cease the Serie A crown, they will welcome back the Champions League trophy they secured in 2003.
Carlo Ancelotti has done a wonderful job at the San Siro by giving the opportunity to the vastly talented playmaker, Andrea Pirlo to shine. Pirlo had been languishing on the bench at Inter Milan before he was snapped up by Ancelotti and has been the mainstay of the engine room. With the emergence of Kaka, a brilliant talent who has kept Potuguese legend Rui Costa on the bench with scintilating displays has propelled the Serie A giants to familiar territory.
Milan were in doldrums when Fatih Terim took the reigns and was duly dispatched barely completing one season.
With Maldini, Nesta and Stam(when both not injured) marshalling a tight and fearsome defence, the midfield then reinforced with another protective layer in the shape of Gennaro Gattuso, a human pitbull breaking down play and distributing it to attackers with panache. In Clarence Seedorf we have another Dutch legend who has won three champions league medal with three different teams. Kaka is then given the license to roam just in front of the midfield to supply defence splitting passes to the lethal Andrei Shevchenko. The current European Footballer of the Year has been in fine form and it was he who drew first blood against PSV in the first leg of their semi-final clash.
I am however a very big fan of the Rossoneri captain, Paolo Maldini. He is undoubtedly an inspiration and is an icon at the Giuseppe Meazza. At 36 years of age, he is still a classy and competitive professional who is widely regarded as the best full-back of his era. Although not as fast as in his prime, he is still able to time his tackles perfectly and keep a tight leash on the opposite's offense. He reminds me of a typical Spartan soldier back in the Roman period. I hope Milan will win it for Maldini for all he has symbolized at the San Siro. A loyal servant who has spent his entire career at the club right from the youth setup. As a Milan tifosi(fan in Italian), I wish them the very best for this long, weary season with the triumph of the coveted, Champions League 2005.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Snatch
There was a case of snatch thef today around the restaurant. Apparently the thief had snatched a necklace off a bloke! What a genius. His accomplice fled the scene on a bike and he had to run for his life. A motorist, upon witnessing the incident gave chase in his car and as he neared the culprit, opened the driver's side door causing the robber to fall. The victim gave chase and shouted to the coffee shop just behind the restaurant for help and an entourage of hawkers and patrons stormed out to give this thief a beating he will never forget.
Apparently the daughter in-law of the coffee shop operator had her handbag snatched off her yesterday after having dinner at my restaurant. So her husband must have vented a lot of anger on this luckless thief. They certainly gave him a good beating before letting the authorities haul him away. I would have joined in but there was no room to stick my foot in. There you go, crime doesn't pay.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Shite day but great recovery
Today will go down as a rather unfortunate day for me. Since Shanne was away on business, I thought I'd be a considerate soul and pump his car with some petrol so it would save his missus the hassle of doing it on the way to work. All was fair just when I was turning off Western Rd, third in line when the first car stopped in the middle of the road! To my horror leaving me exposed to the oncoming traffic!! By the time I realized he'd stopped I crashed right into the second car. I was fuming because there wasn't any reason for him to do so. Then I realized he was from outstation(Kedah number plate, go figure) but still one doesn't stop in the middle of the road regardless of what state or country. What annoyed me was he looked back and saw what he caused and slowly drove off...Grrr!!!
Went down, apologized profusedly to the lady driver who happened to be taking her sick son to the clinic. She understood and pointed the finger at the outstation car in front of her for stopping suddenly. A quick call and her husband came to asses the damage(he being in the auto industry)and we both called our own mechanics about the price. An agreement was struck at RM240 for a broken tail light and he duly followed me to get the amount at a nearby cash dispenser. By this time, I was already running late to the restaurant, and not to mention having to tell dad I'd crashed my brother's car. I could picture his lecture already.
True enough as I was given a tongue lashing firstly for driving his car instead of mine, secondly for following too closely, and third for rushing.
Shanne was way cooler. He called from China when he'd heard about the news.
S:What happened?
J:Car stopped in the middle of the road and I couldn't jam the breaks in time
S:You ok?
J:Yeah
S:I've called the mechanic. He'll pick it up tomorrow in the morning. Don't worry.
J:Sorry...
S:No worries. Drive safe. You owe me one. See you when I get back.
J:Cheers
The damage could have been worst, but thankfully it wasn't. I rushed a bit but like many things in life it was unexpected. I was touched by his gesture. Anybody would after a tongue lashing from pops!! Guess that's pops way of showing his concern (=
From now on, I shall be keeping my distance from outstation cars...especially ones from Kedah!!
Went down, apologized profusedly to the lady driver who happened to be taking her sick son to the clinic. She understood and pointed the finger at the outstation car in front of her for stopping suddenly. A quick call and her husband came to asses the damage(he being in the auto industry)and we both called our own mechanics about the price. An agreement was struck at RM240 for a broken tail light and he duly followed me to get the amount at a nearby cash dispenser. By this time, I was already running late to the restaurant, and not to mention having to tell dad I'd crashed my brother's car. I could picture his lecture already.
True enough as I was given a tongue lashing firstly for driving his car instead of mine, secondly for following too closely, and third for rushing.
Shanne was way cooler. He called from China when he'd heard about the news.
S:What happened?
J:Car stopped in the middle of the road and I couldn't jam the breaks in time
S:You ok?
J:Yeah
S:I've called the mechanic. He'll pick it up tomorrow in the morning. Don't worry.
J:Sorry...
S:No worries. Drive safe. You owe me one. See you when I get back.
J:Cheers
The damage could have been worst, but thankfully it wasn't. I rushed a bit but like many things in life it was unexpected. I was touched by his gesture. Anybody would after a tongue lashing from pops!! Guess that's pops way of showing his concern (=
From now on, I shall be keeping my distance from outstation cars...especially ones from Kedah!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Perfect Sunday morning
The weekend went by without any nightlife activity so I managed to sleep early and got up fresh on a Sunday morning to go hiking. I'm quite pleased with the progress I've been making with a plus for quitting smoking altogether.
I managed to trek the youth park path all the way till number 10. I can't remember when was the last time I've ever been to that point..or maybe its even my first! I've always trekked to number 5 but I'm not sure about 10.
Anyways, I feel great finding a new and healthy lifestyle to live by. Gone are the smoking days, beer guzzling sessions. Jogging, gyming and hiking are to be a new curriculum. Getting fresh air, exercizing the body and mind, seeing nature, pushing oneself. I tagged along with me a camera just in case but I always think to myself as the reward to goin up -The view.
Overlooking the main part of the city, its skyscrapers, the sea and not forgetting the Penang bridge. What a sigh.
I'll always remember what dad taught me. He said if we worked really hard, they'd always be a reward at the end of your task..For me on that beautiful Sunday morning, it was this...
I managed to trek the youth park path all the way till number 10. I can't remember when was the last time I've ever been to that point..or maybe its even my first! I've always trekked to number 5 but I'm not sure about 10.
Anyways, I feel great finding a new and healthy lifestyle to live by. Gone are the smoking days, beer guzzling sessions. Jogging, gyming and hiking are to be a new curriculum. Getting fresh air, exercizing the body and mind, seeing nature, pushing oneself. I tagged along with me a camera just in case but I always think to myself as the reward to goin up -The view.
Overlooking the main part of the city, its skyscrapers, the sea and not forgetting the Penang bridge. What a sigh.
I'll always remember what dad taught me. He said if we worked really hard, they'd always be a reward at the end of your task..For me on that beautiful Sunday morning, it was this...
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
KUALA LUMPUR
My procrastination has unduely been the reason for absent blogs. So anyways, I was up in KL looking at restaurant prospects last week and realized the capital is spoilt for choice when it comes to eating. Every corner of the city has either a mamak stall/chain, coffee shops, a small scale restaurant, a joo char restaurant, an upscale restaurant, a cafe or some form or another related to satisfying one's hunger.
Seems everybody is so occupied in the rat race that they barely have time to cook! But I guess its always like that in the city. I remember how many times I cooked during my duration in Bangkok..So naturally I was happy when I came home during holidays for a home cooked meal.
Anyhows, prospects seem good altho deciding on a location is a bit of a dilemma right now. Mon Kiara seems a likely prospect eventhough rental is CRAZEE. I mean the going rate on a 400 plus square feet studio apartment is RM160,000 or RM2,000 a pop every month..quite ridiculous, but hey that's where everybody wants to be.
Traffic is just a torture. I even instructed the agent to look into getting an apartment within walking distance or, or a 5-10 minute drive. I was very specific that if you find an available lot for a restaurant, you'll also have to find an available apartment nearby. That's the deal.
One thing I can't stand in KL are the cab drivers. During my trip there, I met only ONE who went by the meter. The rest of them had the cheek to name their price to the mentioned destination. They'd rather just sit in their cars and wait for a sucker to agree to their demands, otherwise they won't budge. Come on, is that how you wanna make a living? Its a tough life mate, but everyone's gotta work hard, put food on the table and not wanting to pull your weight around. I must say, so far I've met chinese cab drivers who are sensible to go by the meters. End of the day, you get business and that's money in your pocket. I guess next time I'll have to remember to get the number of a cab company and give them a call whenever I need to move around, I don't mind being charged extra for using their service, but at least I know I'm not being subjected to extortion!
Oh well, let's see how things go...In a way, I'm bitching but I've yet to taste it firsthand, it might be a good move. But whatever the outcome, I'm definitely ready for a change of environment. Time to step up and live life.
Seems everybody is so occupied in the rat race that they barely have time to cook! But I guess its always like that in the city. I remember how many times I cooked during my duration in Bangkok..So naturally I was happy when I came home during holidays for a home cooked meal.
Anyhows, prospects seem good altho deciding on a location is a bit of a dilemma right now. Mon Kiara seems a likely prospect eventhough rental is CRAZEE. I mean the going rate on a 400 plus square feet studio apartment is RM160,000 or RM2,000 a pop every month..quite ridiculous, but hey that's where everybody wants to be.
Traffic is just a torture. I even instructed the agent to look into getting an apartment within walking distance or, or a 5-10 minute drive. I was very specific that if you find an available lot for a restaurant, you'll also have to find an available apartment nearby. That's the deal.
One thing I can't stand in KL are the cab drivers. During my trip there, I met only ONE who went by the meter. The rest of them had the cheek to name their price to the mentioned destination. They'd rather just sit in their cars and wait for a sucker to agree to their demands, otherwise they won't budge. Come on, is that how you wanna make a living? Its a tough life mate, but everyone's gotta work hard, put food on the table and not wanting to pull your weight around. I must say, so far I've met chinese cab drivers who are sensible to go by the meters. End of the day, you get business and that's money in your pocket. I guess next time I'll have to remember to get the number of a cab company and give them a call whenever I need to move around, I don't mind being charged extra for using their service, but at least I know I'm not being subjected to extortion!
Oh well, let's see how things go...In a way, I'm bitching but I've yet to taste it firsthand, it might be a good move. But whatever the outcome, I'm definitely ready for a change of environment. Time to step up and live life.
Friday, March 25, 2005
De javu
Just before heading out to the restaurant, I heard a loud crash at the front of my gate. Pacing myself to see what was happening, I saw an uattended mountain bike right in front and some giggling voices. As I opened the gate I could see 3 young kampung boys looking from the bottom of the street. They had fear in their eyes. I motioned them to come over. Before I could even utter a word, one of the boys apologized. Obviously I had put on a stone cold face. Why shouldn't I? One of the slanting bars on the gate was bent out of its original state.
One of them was rubbing his forehead as an indication he had collided against the gate. I could see tears streaming down his face. So I asked what were they thinking? One of them replied their brakes had failed them. My house is situated on a 45 degree slope and from their story, were actually decending without any brakes whatsoever. So they decided to turn into my gate!
One part of me was furious, I mean knowing their brakes were not in order, why go down the slope? But the other part of my was a bit relieved because had they gone down that slope, they would have no way of stopping and would meet with oncoming traffic like a T-junction. Come to think of it, they could be hit by a car going either way, or crash head-on into my neighbour, Dr.Saw's wall!
I got angry, but it wasn't at my gate anymore. They were just kids, around 15 at most. I then proceeded to tell them they could have been worst off than just a few bruises. They were all looking at the ground while I lectured them, unable to contain their guilt for wrongdoing.
As I dimissed them with a warning to be careful, they all turned and said "Sorry and thank you, uncle". As I walked back into the compound, I couldn't help but laugh lightly at their remark.
I remember not long ago, I was the one courting mischief and having to say thank you and sorry to an elderly for teaching me a lesson.
Feels just like dejavu...
One of them was rubbing his forehead as an indication he had collided against the gate. I could see tears streaming down his face. So I asked what were they thinking? One of them replied their brakes had failed them. My house is situated on a 45 degree slope and from their story, were actually decending without any brakes whatsoever. So they decided to turn into my gate!
One part of me was furious, I mean knowing their brakes were not in order, why go down the slope? But the other part of my was a bit relieved because had they gone down that slope, they would have no way of stopping and would meet with oncoming traffic like a T-junction. Come to think of it, they could be hit by a car going either way, or crash head-on into my neighbour, Dr.Saw's wall!
I got angry, but it wasn't at my gate anymore. They were just kids, around 15 at most. I then proceeded to tell them they could have been worst off than just a few bruises. They were all looking at the ground while I lectured them, unable to contain their guilt for wrongdoing.
As I dimissed them with a warning to be careful, they all turned and said "Sorry and thank you, uncle". As I walked back into the compound, I couldn't help but laugh lightly at their remark.
I remember not long ago, I was the one courting mischief and having to say thank you and sorry to an elderly for teaching me a lesson.
Feels just like dejavu...
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Monday, March 21, 2005
retroish
I was browsing thru the internet and I came across this site retrojunk.com and I was immediately transported back in a time machine to the 80's, a truly memorable period in my life. Cartoons like Denver the Last Dinosaur, Heathcliff, Transformers, ThunderCats, series and sitcoms like Quantum Leap(my all time fav), 21 Jump Street, Who's The Boss, Knight Rider and so on...I was laughing and smiling while seeing footages that were part of my childhood.
'Time waits for no man' - Aah, so true. If I look back during that time, a lot has changed in my life. Can't imagine how mankind has progressed since two decades ago. Back then we didn't have the proper usage of the internet yet. Mobile phones were on analog configuration and they were huge(The bigger the better!). Cars were in manual transmission. Tennis and friends were the only important things in my life. Girls were considered disgusting(hahaha!). My parents were still looking really young..Ok you both still do (;
These days we've managed to step up and push for the best with new technologies and innovations. Look at our built in camera mobile phones equipped with bluetooth and GPRS. Cameras going digital and able to see the outcome of the shot taken 2 seconds ago. Cars with LCD screen maneuvering during parking. State of the art laptops and PDA's. Wooweee, I say we really sprinted ahead and achieved a lot in 20 years.
Today with information just a click away on the internet, we are spoilt with so many choices. Competition is fierce with so many brands trying their utmost to gain market share for their respective fields. So in today's world, only the strongest will survive and while being the champion, one must definitely strive to maintain and/or improve to stay on top on today's ever demanding needs and wants of the human race.
I like all these new gadgetry, artsy fartsy state of the art tech goods but my style really longs for the retro styled toys. Call me different but I like it that way. Well maybe a blend of both worlds. I can still drive my beloved old skool beemer with the company of this year's Pioneer sound system collection. Yup, and I like wearing my shirts and slacks with my Converse All Stars...I see frowns...I'm just a retro boy.
'Time waits for no man' - Aah, so true. If I look back during that time, a lot has changed in my life. Can't imagine how mankind has progressed since two decades ago. Back then we didn't have the proper usage of the internet yet. Mobile phones were on analog configuration and they were huge(The bigger the better!). Cars were in manual transmission. Tennis and friends were the only important things in my life. Girls were considered disgusting(hahaha!). My parents were still looking really young..Ok you both still do (;
These days we've managed to step up and push for the best with new technologies and innovations. Look at our built in camera mobile phones equipped with bluetooth and GPRS. Cameras going digital and able to see the outcome of the shot taken 2 seconds ago. Cars with LCD screen maneuvering during parking. State of the art laptops and PDA's. Wooweee, I say we really sprinted ahead and achieved a lot in 20 years.
Today with information just a click away on the internet, we are spoilt with so many choices. Competition is fierce with so many brands trying their utmost to gain market share for their respective fields. So in today's world, only the strongest will survive and while being the champion, one must definitely strive to maintain and/or improve to stay on top on today's ever demanding needs and wants of the human race.
I like all these new gadgetry, artsy fartsy state of the art tech goods but my style really longs for the retro styled toys. Call me different but I like it that way. Well maybe a blend of both worlds. I can still drive my beloved old skool beemer with the company of this year's Pioneer sound system collection. Yup, and I like wearing my shirts and slacks with my Converse All Stars...I see frowns...I'm just a retro boy.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
This Moment Of Happiness
If happiness only lies
In a place we don't exist
And only future days
Are one’s we miss
If satisfaction never comes
And dreams are unattained
Then you sacrificed your happiness
And only you’re to blame
The moment that we’re living
Should be lived with no regret
Don't let reaching for the future
Have you to obsessed
Find happiness
While you have your health
The evidence from pleasing others is
You may not please yourself
If happiness only lies
In a place we don't exist
And only future days
Are one’s we miss
If satisfaction never comes
And dreams are unattained
Then you sacrificed your happiness
And only you’re to blame
The moment that we’re living
Should be lived with no regret
Don't let reaching for the future
Have you to obsessed
Find happiness
While you have your health
The evidence from pleasing others is
You may not please yourself
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Sunday, March 13, 2005
I now pronounce you...
Its was an unusually quiet Saturday night as Krish left for his business trip to Indonesia. That left Garrick and I as Bill spent time with the missus and Alan joining the company dinner. Started out slow enough as I was dying to have some beer. We went round to some spots but everywhere seemed crowded. In the end we popped by a pub called The Torch, in Hillside area.
It seemed like a nice pub which never really drew much patrons although its been there quite some time now. Garrick settled for a mocha ice blended while I took in a couple of Coronas'. As we sat chatting by the bar, various topics came up. See we both come from different family backgrounds but we seem to share similar common sense but different points of view. Talking to Garrick will always be like having a debate, well a friendly one because our views are always different but we mostly come up with very contrasting thoughts that make each of us see it from an exterior point of view. Get it? That's probably why I like having a chat with the guy. Its coz we seem to learn from each other and expand on that thought. So now we've got not only one but two solutions to a problem! Two heads are always better than one.
One of our discussions were marriage. We're in our mid 20's and lately, we both have close friends tying the knot. We talked about how not long ago we were just happy hanging out, having a drink, looking at birds..now we're staring at the impending matrimony in about what..5-6 years time? Time flies.
First time I blinked my eye, I was born into the world. Second time I blinked I was crying at kindergarden, refusing to leave my mother's side, third -I was in high school with a lot of mischief under my belt, fourth - my first girlfriend at 18 & also a wonderful kiss...and so the story goes...
Having lived 26 years of my life on earth, its hard to believe by the next blink I'll be staring into the eyes of the woman I truly love and saying 'I do'.
I still feel like a kid, well I'm not really that old, but yet I don't really feel I'm actually in my mid 20's. At this moment, I'm contented to just work hard and play hard for what happens...happens.
It seemed like a nice pub which never really drew much patrons although its been there quite some time now. Garrick settled for a mocha ice blended while I took in a couple of Coronas'. As we sat chatting by the bar, various topics came up. See we both come from different family backgrounds but we seem to share similar common sense but different points of view. Talking to Garrick will always be like having a debate, well a friendly one because our views are always different but we mostly come up with very contrasting thoughts that make each of us see it from an exterior point of view. Get it? That's probably why I like having a chat with the guy. Its coz we seem to learn from each other and expand on that thought. So now we've got not only one but two solutions to a problem! Two heads are always better than one.
One of our discussions were marriage. We're in our mid 20's and lately, we both have close friends tying the knot. We talked about how not long ago we were just happy hanging out, having a drink, looking at birds..now we're staring at the impending matrimony in about what..5-6 years time? Time flies.
First time I blinked my eye, I was born into the world. Second time I blinked I was crying at kindergarden, refusing to leave my mother's side, third -I was in high school with a lot of mischief under my belt, fourth - my first girlfriend at 18 & also a wonderful kiss...and so the story goes...
Having lived 26 years of my life on earth, its hard to believe by the next blink I'll be staring into the eyes of the woman I truly love and saying 'I do'.
I still feel like a kid, well I'm not really that old, but yet I don't really feel I'm actually in my mid 20's. At this moment, I'm contented to just work hard and play hard for what happens...happens.
Saturday, March 12, 2005
My man, Bill
Managed to miss Ally's birthday dinner at Tambun but priorities come first so I joined the crew at SS for some drinks. It was quite eventful considering everyone brought the missus along so as usual it was Garrick & I being paired off as the lovey dovey but hey, come next week I'm gonna be the sorry sod holding my own d*ck while having drinks.
SS wasn't the place I frequented but we all thought a change of scenery would be livelier. Turns out the night wasn't too bad but right in front of our table were people I used to be friends with. So both parties went along with the notion of being aware of each other's presence, but certainly trying really hard to deny it.
Bill brought the missus to join us which I can say..was rare. but kudos to him for letting her get a whiff of what animals we are muahahaha!!! But for some moments, I envied Bill. See, Bill was the straightest person I'd ever met. He's always telling the truth and being straightforward. Well, to me its really something rare coz he doesn't hide his feelings and I like that. He'd be the person to give you sensible point of views and always always the person one could rely on. From the corner of my eye, I peaked and everytime I did, I could see he was very happy with the missus. I'm glad for him. Really.
I had a lot of respect for Bill. He was the man with the schedule. Will never break his planned task for anything, well maybe the missus but nothing else. What we're lacking in our group is actually sticking to the schedule. Bill would always be spot on for every appointment but we weren't. I mean he's the one who's setting a really good example of what a responsible person should uphold. Maybe we take it for granted coz we're all such great friends. Lately he's been making it a point for us to really get our behinds to respective destinations on time.
Overall, I think Bill's a swell fella, maybe a little too straight but I'd definitely want him to be on my side than the opposite.
Right now, the friendship of me, Garrick, Bill & Krish are at its strongest. Although Alan seems to be coming into the picture since his transfer back here. But as for now, I can safely say we're bonding stronger than ever. Its the quality..not the quantity.
SS wasn't the place I frequented but we all thought a change of scenery would be livelier. Turns out the night wasn't too bad but right in front of our table were people I used to be friends with. So both parties went along with the notion of being aware of each other's presence, but certainly trying really hard to deny it.
Bill brought the missus to join us which I can say..was rare. but kudos to him for letting her get a whiff of what animals we are muahahaha!!! But for some moments, I envied Bill. See, Bill was the straightest person I'd ever met. He's always telling the truth and being straightforward. Well, to me its really something rare coz he doesn't hide his feelings and I like that. He'd be the person to give you sensible point of views and always always the person one could rely on. From the corner of my eye, I peaked and everytime I did, I could see he was very happy with the missus. I'm glad for him. Really.
I had a lot of respect for Bill. He was the man with the schedule. Will never break his planned task for anything, well maybe the missus but nothing else. What we're lacking in our group is actually sticking to the schedule. Bill would always be spot on for every appointment but we weren't. I mean he's the one who's setting a really good example of what a responsible person should uphold. Maybe we take it for granted coz we're all such great friends. Lately he's been making it a point for us to really get our behinds to respective destinations on time.
Overall, I think Bill's a swell fella, maybe a little too straight but I'd definitely want him to be on my side than the opposite.
Right now, the friendship of me, Garrick, Bill & Krish are at its strongest. Although Alan seems to be coming into the picture since his transfer back here. But as for now, I can safely say we're bonding stronger than ever. Its the quality..not the quantity.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Time flies when..
Had a superb rest since its an off day but managed to wake up with a sore neck. I couldn't remember my sleeping positions(yep, its was a good rest indeed)but a few times I was off my pillow. I can't turn my head normally, it has to be slowly and gently. Either that or to rotate together with my shoulders when looking around.
Since I was lunching alone today, I went over to the club for a relaxing meal overlooking both the swimming pool and the sea. I liked doing this on my off days. Sometimes being alone allows you to rest your mind. I could stare at the ocean on hours end and there won't be anyone there to ask if I'm alright when in fact I am, just want to be lost in my own world.
Mind you, the day seems to go pretty fast when you aren't really doing anything. Straight after lunch I headed to the lounge to read an autobiography of Roy Keane -Manchester United's brilliant captain. It was nice, I got to devour his upbringing from a mediocre family in Ireland to his impending superstardom over sound of waves coming in and out. Before long, I checked my watch and it was already almost 4pm!! Eager to pick up where I left off I hurried to the dvd store to pick up some movies and while browsing thru the titles, the shutters of the shop comes down(Ok, its a not really a legit dvd shop but at RM8 a pop??)and I'm stuck in there with 3 english buffons criticizing and praising actors and storylines. I was a bit taken back because I thought to myself, what if the authorities managed to break into the place? Will I be arrested for buying a product of a duplicate? I certainly know the owner will be hauled off but what about us? Consumers? Anyways, I didn't let that bother me too much because after we were all done with our purchase, were shown out without any officers waiting outside..
Since I'm seldom home I decided to watch some telly, see if I can catch some Anthony Bourdain adventure. Unfortunately he wasn't on so I turned to Simpsons for some entertainment. Not long after it was starting to get dark and dinner would be next on the agenda. Decided to call up the guys and have a meal together instead of the usual family dinner since everyone's doing their own thing tonight. The call was made and the venue, Wong Kok. It was my first time there patronizing and I utterly have no idea why people like the food. Our dishes seemed bland in terms of color, taste and the rice very dry. The guys summed up theirs as terrible and won't be coming back again. Yet, this place is popular in the eating circle. I'm dumbfounded..
Good eating places are hard to come by these days. Its more commercial nowadays rather than quality assurances. Next week will be another hunt for a decent dining experience. As for today, its been a rather relaxing retreat and quality catch up with myself. I still think 24 hours a day isn't sufficient..
'Life's short, party hard'
Since I was lunching alone today, I went over to the club for a relaxing meal overlooking both the swimming pool and the sea. I liked doing this on my off days. Sometimes being alone allows you to rest your mind. I could stare at the ocean on hours end and there won't be anyone there to ask if I'm alright when in fact I am, just want to be lost in my own world.
Mind you, the day seems to go pretty fast when you aren't really doing anything. Straight after lunch I headed to the lounge to read an autobiography of Roy Keane -Manchester United's brilliant captain. It was nice, I got to devour his upbringing from a mediocre family in Ireland to his impending superstardom over sound of waves coming in and out. Before long, I checked my watch and it was already almost 4pm!! Eager to pick up where I left off I hurried to the dvd store to pick up some movies and while browsing thru the titles, the shutters of the shop comes down(Ok, its a not really a legit dvd shop but at RM8 a pop??)and I'm stuck in there with 3 english buffons criticizing and praising actors and storylines. I was a bit taken back because I thought to myself, what if the authorities managed to break into the place? Will I be arrested for buying a product of a duplicate? I certainly know the owner will be hauled off but what about us? Consumers? Anyways, I didn't let that bother me too much because after we were all done with our purchase, were shown out without any officers waiting outside..
Since I'm seldom home I decided to watch some telly, see if I can catch some Anthony Bourdain adventure. Unfortunately he wasn't on so I turned to Simpsons for some entertainment. Not long after it was starting to get dark and dinner would be next on the agenda. Decided to call up the guys and have a meal together instead of the usual family dinner since everyone's doing their own thing tonight. The call was made and the venue, Wong Kok. It was my first time there patronizing and I utterly have no idea why people like the food. Our dishes seemed bland in terms of color, taste and the rice very dry. The guys summed up theirs as terrible and won't be coming back again. Yet, this place is popular in the eating circle. I'm dumbfounded..
Good eating places are hard to come by these days. Its more commercial nowadays rather than quality assurances. Next week will be another hunt for a decent dining experience. As for today, its been a rather relaxing retreat and quality catch up with myself. I still think 24 hours a day isn't sufficient..
'Life's short, party hard'
Monday, March 07, 2005
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Struggling to put the sails up
Lately I've been uncharacteristically quiet towards the boys. Particularly last weekend when we met up for drinks. I thought I was the only odd one out come next week when my best mate's gal will be back and that completes the trio of galfriends of the boys.
Sigh..I hate being alone. Shaking my head, I'm such a beginner at this. Part of me wants to find a companion but another part doesn't. I don't want to be going because I can't seem to forget the last one. One which took sacrifices, compromises, tears, arguements, laughters, patience, perseverence to build.. Grr ..no, I'm not angry, just somewhat puzzled and dazed. It seems my ship hasn't yet sailed so I seem to be stuck in a time warp of emotional distress. I can't seem to erase her smile, which I could tell just by listening to her voice..
Ahhh..tonight, please give me the chance to dream about my past..All I ask for is one night...
Sigh..I hate being alone. Shaking my head, I'm such a beginner at this. Part of me wants to find a companion but another part doesn't. I don't want to be going because I can't seem to forget the last one. One which took sacrifices, compromises, tears, arguements, laughters, patience, perseverence to build.. Grr ..no, I'm not angry, just somewhat puzzled and dazed. It seems my ship hasn't yet sailed so I seem to be stuck in a time warp of emotional distress. I can't seem to erase her smile, which I could tell just by listening to her voice..
Ahhh..tonight, please give me the chance to dream about my past..All I ask for is one night...
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