Just before heading out to the restaurant, I heard a loud crash at the front of my gate. Pacing myself to see what was happening, I saw an uattended mountain bike right in front and some giggling voices. As I opened the gate I could see 3 young kampung boys looking from the bottom of the street. They had fear in their eyes. I motioned them to come over. Before I could even utter a word, one of the boys apologized. Obviously I had put on a stone cold face. Why shouldn't I? One of the slanting bars on the gate was bent out of its original state.
One of them was rubbing his forehead as an indication he had collided against the gate. I could see tears streaming down his face. So I asked what were they thinking? One of them replied their brakes had failed them. My house is situated on a 45 degree slope and from their story, were actually decending without any brakes whatsoever. So they decided to turn into my gate!
One part of me was furious, I mean knowing their brakes were not in order, why go down the slope? But the other part of my was a bit relieved because had they gone down that slope, they would have no way of stopping and would meet with oncoming traffic like a T-junction. Come to think of it, they could be hit by a car going either way, or crash head-on into my neighbour, Dr.Saw's wall!
I got angry, but it wasn't at my gate anymore. They were just kids, around 15 at most. I then proceeded to tell them they could have been worst off than just a few bruises. They were all looking at the ground while I lectured them, unable to contain their guilt for wrongdoing.
As I dimissed them with a warning to be careful, they all turned and said "Sorry and thank you, uncle". As I walked back into the compound, I couldn't help but laugh lightly at their remark.
I remember not long ago, I was the one courting mischief and having to say thank you and sorry to an elderly for teaching me a lesson.
Feels just like dejavu...
Friday, March 25, 2005
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Monday, March 21, 2005
retroish
I was browsing thru the internet and I came across this site retrojunk.com and I was immediately transported back in a time machine to the 80's, a truly memorable period in my life. Cartoons like Denver the Last Dinosaur, Heathcliff, Transformers, ThunderCats, series and sitcoms like Quantum Leap(my all time fav), 21 Jump Street, Who's The Boss, Knight Rider and so on...I was laughing and smiling while seeing footages that were part of my childhood.
'Time waits for no man' - Aah, so true. If I look back during that time, a lot has changed in my life. Can't imagine how mankind has progressed since two decades ago. Back then we didn't have the proper usage of the internet yet. Mobile phones were on analog configuration and they were huge(The bigger the better!). Cars were in manual transmission. Tennis and friends were the only important things in my life. Girls were considered disgusting(hahaha!). My parents were still looking really young..Ok you both still do (;
These days we've managed to step up and push for the best with new technologies and innovations. Look at our built in camera mobile phones equipped with bluetooth and GPRS. Cameras going digital and able to see the outcome of the shot taken 2 seconds ago. Cars with LCD screen maneuvering during parking. State of the art laptops and PDA's. Wooweee, I say we really sprinted ahead and achieved a lot in 20 years.
Today with information just a click away on the internet, we are spoilt with so many choices. Competition is fierce with so many brands trying their utmost to gain market share for their respective fields. So in today's world, only the strongest will survive and while being the champion, one must definitely strive to maintain and/or improve to stay on top on today's ever demanding needs and wants of the human race.
I like all these new gadgetry, artsy fartsy state of the art tech goods but my style really longs for the retro styled toys. Call me different but I like it that way. Well maybe a blend of both worlds. I can still drive my beloved old skool beemer with the company of this year's Pioneer sound system collection. Yup, and I like wearing my shirts and slacks with my Converse All Stars...I see frowns...I'm just a retro boy.
'Time waits for no man' - Aah, so true. If I look back during that time, a lot has changed in my life. Can't imagine how mankind has progressed since two decades ago. Back then we didn't have the proper usage of the internet yet. Mobile phones were on analog configuration and they were huge(The bigger the better!). Cars were in manual transmission. Tennis and friends were the only important things in my life. Girls were considered disgusting(hahaha!). My parents were still looking really young..Ok you both still do (;
These days we've managed to step up and push for the best with new technologies and innovations. Look at our built in camera mobile phones equipped with bluetooth and GPRS. Cameras going digital and able to see the outcome of the shot taken 2 seconds ago. Cars with LCD screen maneuvering during parking. State of the art laptops and PDA's. Wooweee, I say we really sprinted ahead and achieved a lot in 20 years.
Today with information just a click away on the internet, we are spoilt with so many choices. Competition is fierce with so many brands trying their utmost to gain market share for their respective fields. So in today's world, only the strongest will survive and while being the champion, one must definitely strive to maintain and/or improve to stay on top on today's ever demanding needs and wants of the human race.
I like all these new gadgetry, artsy fartsy state of the art tech goods but my style really longs for the retro styled toys. Call me different but I like it that way. Well maybe a blend of both worlds. I can still drive my beloved old skool beemer with the company of this year's Pioneer sound system collection. Yup, and I like wearing my shirts and slacks with my Converse All Stars...I see frowns...I'm just a retro boy.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
This Moment Of Happiness
If happiness only lies
In a place we don't exist
And only future days
Are one’s we miss
If satisfaction never comes
And dreams are unattained
Then you sacrificed your happiness
And only you’re to blame
The moment that we’re living
Should be lived with no regret
Don't let reaching for the future
Have you to obsessed
Find happiness
While you have your health
The evidence from pleasing others is
You may not please yourself
If happiness only lies
In a place we don't exist
And only future days
Are one’s we miss
If satisfaction never comes
And dreams are unattained
Then you sacrificed your happiness
And only you’re to blame
The moment that we’re living
Should be lived with no regret
Don't let reaching for the future
Have you to obsessed
Find happiness
While you have your health
The evidence from pleasing others is
You may not please yourself
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Sunday, March 13, 2005
I now pronounce you...
Its was an unusually quiet Saturday night as Krish left for his business trip to Indonesia. That left Garrick and I as Bill spent time with the missus and Alan joining the company dinner. Started out slow enough as I was dying to have some beer. We went round to some spots but everywhere seemed crowded. In the end we popped by a pub called The Torch, in Hillside area.
It seemed like a nice pub which never really drew much patrons although its been there quite some time now. Garrick settled for a mocha ice blended while I took in a couple of Coronas'. As we sat chatting by the bar, various topics came up. See we both come from different family backgrounds but we seem to share similar common sense but different points of view. Talking to Garrick will always be like having a debate, well a friendly one because our views are always different but we mostly come up with very contrasting thoughts that make each of us see it from an exterior point of view. Get it? That's probably why I like having a chat with the guy. Its coz we seem to learn from each other and expand on that thought. So now we've got not only one but two solutions to a problem! Two heads are always better than one.
One of our discussions were marriage. We're in our mid 20's and lately, we both have close friends tying the knot. We talked about how not long ago we were just happy hanging out, having a drink, looking at birds..now we're staring at the impending matrimony in about what..5-6 years time? Time flies.
First time I blinked my eye, I was born into the world. Second time I blinked I was crying at kindergarden, refusing to leave my mother's side, third -I was in high school with a lot of mischief under my belt, fourth - my first girlfriend at 18 & also a wonderful kiss...and so the story goes...
Having lived 26 years of my life on earth, its hard to believe by the next blink I'll be staring into the eyes of the woman I truly love and saying 'I do'.
I still feel like a kid, well I'm not really that old, but yet I don't really feel I'm actually in my mid 20's. At this moment, I'm contented to just work hard and play hard for what happens...happens.
It seemed like a nice pub which never really drew much patrons although its been there quite some time now. Garrick settled for a mocha ice blended while I took in a couple of Coronas'. As we sat chatting by the bar, various topics came up. See we both come from different family backgrounds but we seem to share similar common sense but different points of view. Talking to Garrick will always be like having a debate, well a friendly one because our views are always different but we mostly come up with very contrasting thoughts that make each of us see it from an exterior point of view. Get it? That's probably why I like having a chat with the guy. Its coz we seem to learn from each other and expand on that thought. So now we've got not only one but two solutions to a problem! Two heads are always better than one.
One of our discussions were marriage. We're in our mid 20's and lately, we both have close friends tying the knot. We talked about how not long ago we were just happy hanging out, having a drink, looking at birds..now we're staring at the impending matrimony in about what..5-6 years time? Time flies.
First time I blinked my eye, I was born into the world. Second time I blinked I was crying at kindergarden, refusing to leave my mother's side, third -I was in high school with a lot of mischief under my belt, fourth - my first girlfriend at 18 & also a wonderful kiss...and so the story goes...
Having lived 26 years of my life on earth, its hard to believe by the next blink I'll be staring into the eyes of the woman I truly love and saying 'I do'.
I still feel like a kid, well I'm not really that old, but yet I don't really feel I'm actually in my mid 20's. At this moment, I'm contented to just work hard and play hard for what happens...happens.
Saturday, March 12, 2005
My man, Bill
Managed to miss Ally's birthday dinner at Tambun but priorities come first so I joined the crew at SS for some drinks. It was quite eventful considering everyone brought the missus along so as usual it was Garrick & I being paired off as the lovey dovey but hey, come next week I'm gonna be the sorry sod holding my own d*ck while having drinks.
SS wasn't the place I frequented but we all thought a change of scenery would be livelier. Turns out the night wasn't too bad but right in front of our table were people I used to be friends with. So both parties went along with the notion of being aware of each other's presence, but certainly trying really hard to deny it.
Bill brought the missus to join us which I can say..was rare. but kudos to him for letting her get a whiff of what animals we are muahahaha!!! But for some moments, I envied Bill. See, Bill was the straightest person I'd ever met. He's always telling the truth and being straightforward. Well, to me its really something rare coz he doesn't hide his feelings and I like that. He'd be the person to give you sensible point of views and always always the person one could rely on. From the corner of my eye, I peaked and everytime I did, I could see he was very happy with the missus. I'm glad for him. Really.
I had a lot of respect for Bill. He was the man with the schedule. Will never break his planned task for anything, well maybe the missus but nothing else. What we're lacking in our group is actually sticking to the schedule. Bill would always be spot on for every appointment but we weren't. I mean he's the one who's setting a really good example of what a responsible person should uphold. Maybe we take it for granted coz we're all such great friends. Lately he's been making it a point for us to really get our behinds to respective destinations on time.
Overall, I think Bill's a swell fella, maybe a little too straight but I'd definitely want him to be on my side than the opposite.
Right now, the friendship of me, Garrick, Bill & Krish are at its strongest. Although Alan seems to be coming into the picture since his transfer back here. But as for now, I can safely say we're bonding stronger than ever. Its the quality..not the quantity.
SS wasn't the place I frequented but we all thought a change of scenery would be livelier. Turns out the night wasn't too bad but right in front of our table were people I used to be friends with. So both parties went along with the notion of being aware of each other's presence, but certainly trying really hard to deny it.
Bill brought the missus to join us which I can say..was rare. but kudos to him for letting her get a whiff of what animals we are muahahaha!!! But for some moments, I envied Bill. See, Bill was the straightest person I'd ever met. He's always telling the truth and being straightforward. Well, to me its really something rare coz he doesn't hide his feelings and I like that. He'd be the person to give you sensible point of views and always always the person one could rely on. From the corner of my eye, I peaked and everytime I did, I could see he was very happy with the missus. I'm glad for him. Really.
I had a lot of respect for Bill. He was the man with the schedule. Will never break his planned task for anything, well maybe the missus but nothing else. What we're lacking in our group is actually sticking to the schedule. Bill would always be spot on for every appointment but we weren't. I mean he's the one who's setting a really good example of what a responsible person should uphold. Maybe we take it for granted coz we're all such great friends. Lately he's been making it a point for us to really get our behinds to respective destinations on time.
Overall, I think Bill's a swell fella, maybe a little too straight but I'd definitely want him to be on my side than the opposite.
Right now, the friendship of me, Garrick, Bill & Krish are at its strongest. Although Alan seems to be coming into the picture since his transfer back here. But as for now, I can safely say we're bonding stronger than ever. Its the quality..not the quantity.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Time flies when..
Had a superb rest since its an off day but managed to wake up with a sore neck. I couldn't remember my sleeping positions(yep, its was a good rest indeed)but a few times I was off my pillow. I can't turn my head normally, it has to be slowly and gently. Either that or to rotate together with my shoulders when looking around.
Since I was lunching alone today, I went over to the club for a relaxing meal overlooking both the swimming pool and the sea. I liked doing this on my off days. Sometimes being alone allows you to rest your mind. I could stare at the ocean on hours end and there won't be anyone there to ask if I'm alright when in fact I am, just want to be lost in my own world.
Mind you, the day seems to go pretty fast when you aren't really doing anything. Straight after lunch I headed to the lounge to read an autobiography of Roy Keane -Manchester United's brilliant captain. It was nice, I got to devour his upbringing from a mediocre family in Ireland to his impending superstardom over sound of waves coming in and out. Before long, I checked my watch and it was already almost 4pm!! Eager to pick up where I left off I hurried to the dvd store to pick up some movies and while browsing thru the titles, the shutters of the shop comes down(Ok, its a not really a legit dvd shop but at RM8 a pop??)and I'm stuck in there with 3 english buffons criticizing and praising actors and storylines. I was a bit taken back because I thought to myself, what if the authorities managed to break into the place? Will I be arrested for buying a product of a duplicate? I certainly know the owner will be hauled off but what about us? Consumers? Anyways, I didn't let that bother me too much because after we were all done with our purchase, were shown out without any officers waiting outside..
Since I'm seldom home I decided to watch some telly, see if I can catch some Anthony Bourdain adventure. Unfortunately he wasn't on so I turned to Simpsons for some entertainment. Not long after it was starting to get dark and dinner would be next on the agenda. Decided to call up the guys and have a meal together instead of the usual family dinner since everyone's doing their own thing tonight. The call was made and the venue, Wong Kok. It was my first time there patronizing and I utterly have no idea why people like the food. Our dishes seemed bland in terms of color, taste and the rice very dry. The guys summed up theirs as terrible and won't be coming back again. Yet, this place is popular in the eating circle. I'm dumbfounded..
Good eating places are hard to come by these days. Its more commercial nowadays rather than quality assurances. Next week will be another hunt for a decent dining experience. As for today, its been a rather relaxing retreat and quality catch up with myself. I still think 24 hours a day isn't sufficient..
'Life's short, party hard'
Since I was lunching alone today, I went over to the club for a relaxing meal overlooking both the swimming pool and the sea. I liked doing this on my off days. Sometimes being alone allows you to rest your mind. I could stare at the ocean on hours end and there won't be anyone there to ask if I'm alright when in fact I am, just want to be lost in my own world.
Mind you, the day seems to go pretty fast when you aren't really doing anything. Straight after lunch I headed to the lounge to read an autobiography of Roy Keane -Manchester United's brilliant captain. It was nice, I got to devour his upbringing from a mediocre family in Ireland to his impending superstardom over sound of waves coming in and out. Before long, I checked my watch and it was already almost 4pm!! Eager to pick up where I left off I hurried to the dvd store to pick up some movies and while browsing thru the titles, the shutters of the shop comes down(Ok, its a not really a legit dvd shop but at RM8 a pop??)and I'm stuck in there with 3 english buffons criticizing and praising actors and storylines. I was a bit taken back because I thought to myself, what if the authorities managed to break into the place? Will I be arrested for buying a product of a duplicate? I certainly know the owner will be hauled off but what about us? Consumers? Anyways, I didn't let that bother me too much because after we were all done with our purchase, were shown out without any officers waiting outside..
Since I'm seldom home I decided to watch some telly, see if I can catch some Anthony Bourdain adventure. Unfortunately he wasn't on so I turned to Simpsons for some entertainment. Not long after it was starting to get dark and dinner would be next on the agenda. Decided to call up the guys and have a meal together instead of the usual family dinner since everyone's doing their own thing tonight. The call was made and the venue, Wong Kok. It was my first time there patronizing and I utterly have no idea why people like the food. Our dishes seemed bland in terms of color, taste and the rice very dry. The guys summed up theirs as terrible and won't be coming back again. Yet, this place is popular in the eating circle. I'm dumbfounded..
Good eating places are hard to come by these days. Its more commercial nowadays rather than quality assurances. Next week will be another hunt for a decent dining experience. As for today, its been a rather relaxing retreat and quality catch up with myself. I still think 24 hours a day isn't sufficient..
'Life's short, party hard'
Monday, March 07, 2005
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Struggling to put the sails up
Lately I've been uncharacteristically quiet towards the boys. Particularly last weekend when we met up for drinks. I thought I was the only odd one out come next week when my best mate's gal will be back and that completes the trio of galfriends of the boys.
Sigh..I hate being alone. Shaking my head, I'm such a beginner at this. Part of me wants to find a companion but another part doesn't. I don't want to be going because I can't seem to forget the last one. One which took sacrifices, compromises, tears, arguements, laughters, patience, perseverence to build.. Grr ..no, I'm not angry, just somewhat puzzled and dazed. It seems my ship hasn't yet sailed so I seem to be stuck in a time warp of emotional distress. I can't seem to erase her smile, which I could tell just by listening to her voice..
Ahhh..tonight, please give me the chance to dream about my past..All I ask for is one night...
Sigh..I hate being alone. Shaking my head, I'm such a beginner at this. Part of me wants to find a companion but another part doesn't. I don't want to be going because I can't seem to forget the last one. One which took sacrifices, compromises, tears, arguements, laughters, patience, perseverence to build.. Grr ..no, I'm not angry, just somewhat puzzled and dazed. It seems my ship hasn't yet sailed so I seem to be stuck in a time warp of emotional distress. I can't seem to erase her smile, which I could tell just by listening to her voice..
Ahhh..tonight, please give me the chance to dream about my past..All I ask for is one night...
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